Well I guess what her and I had is over...as much as I hate to say it..I talked to her afew mins ago online for the first time...I mean I call her and leave messages...no phone calls in return..why bother anymore? She seems like she just wants to forget I exsisted..so whatever..Why put your heart into something if the other person isn't willing to ( Read more... )

Well I found out last night that Shauna is having second thoughts about her and I....she thinks that maybe we rushed into a relationship...but yet I don't feel that way...maybe it's just because I've wanted to be with her for so long...I mean I we stoped talking for like a year...but I still thought about her you know? and it's just she makes me so ( Read more... )

Well...again I went to Shauna's yesterday and we went to the Durham Fair...:D I had fun...I bought her 18 pink rose's:D she loved them..hehehe...I'm such a good boy:D hahaha..I'm happy...Mikey and I were just being ourselves around the fair...although we felt alil out of place cause they were all her friends....but I knew most of them....but haven' ( Read more... )

Last night I was at Shauna's again...I went to her dance school to watch her and to find out I couldn't....Her dance teacher yelled at me and I was pretty upset about it....so I was there waiting for her outside for like an hour or two..lol...after we went back to her house and just hung out...I left around 11 and came back home....After last night ( Read more... )

Last night was so much fun...it was kind of fucked up for awhile cause of something dumb and stupid that I did...but it all turned out okay in the end...Shauna and I are officially going out since the 17th:-D and I couldn't be happier...I really enjoy being over there...her parents seem to like me atleast I hope that they like me....I was over ( Read more... )

I was hanging out with Mikey on Saturday night at the Hebron fair but we were with my mom, her boyfriend Mark, my brother, and my grandfather..But like always Mikey and I separated from them and were walking around...lol...It was fun..but kind of boring cause we were just walking around...and then we came to the karaoke tent...lol...And I sang... ( Read more... )

Today I went to work after a long night thinking bout somethings....how I rush into every relationship possible....I'm so tired of being the one to try so hard...I haven't really gone out with anyone...then again I haven't really been looking...Alikki was my last girlfriend...she should be coming home from Greece soon...I haven't talked to her ( Read more... )

Well today was an eventful day at work....I got home at 12:30ish this morning from karaoke and I had to be at work for 7AM so I was tired....lol....but it was well worth it...I have so much fun singing at karaoke night on Thursdays at Jacoby's...even though I'm not 21 and I'm not supposed to be in there I just guess I look the part...At work I was ( Read more... )

Today I saw Mary for the first time in a WHILE...lol...she looks great...she brought me over some food for easter...since my supper was McDonalds...Some Easter...but what can I do you know? It was so sweet of her and her mom to bring it over to me...:D I remember why I love her so much...She's an awesome friend...I kind of felt sad after she ( Read more... )

Things with my father aren't getting easier...Him and I are getting into fights constantly...The harder I try to become closer to him like we used to be the further he pushes me away...I feel as if he's becoming more of a business person than a father..he charges me money to sleep here and doesn't even do anything with me...it's like I'm only here ( Read more... )