Godx: there's always a risk to everything hong

Yes, God is right.

& why am I so hesitant? What do I have to lose? Maybe fun little phone conversations here and then. But that is it. And since it is "mini" and "eww", it only makes it lighter. Take things one at a time. Don't do them all at once. Slowly finish it one at a time. But I realized that ( Read more... )

Okay. Dear Diary,

Mood: Apathetic. Stab stab stab. Haha. Okay, just kidding. That was from emo kid. I set my alarm at 8 AM. The Adventure played, but I opened and closed the phone. 10 minutes later, it went off again. Instead of waking up at 8, I woke up at 930 AM. Hooray. I am an hour and thiry minutes late. The plan was to finish up the Physics ( Read more... )

wow. it's stupid, isn't it?

this feeling.

and all you can do is feel.

feel.

nothing.

Got this from Mr.Nguyen. Let's see if I will even remember anything from 2006 ( Read more... )

i'm falling apart.

i can't concentrate.

i'm not hungry.

i need to finish.

focus.

just stop.

now.

6:10. Oh no, please 10 more minutes. Her hair is in tact. It's so cold. Please, 10 more minutes ( Read more... )

Wooo ( Read more... )

i feel like... it's hard to describe. i'm... this summer has been ridiculous. i think i spelled that wrong... well, it's extremely differnt than the last. i just don't like planning get togethers and thigns like that.. but then i start to realize that if i don't plan, no one else will.. so then i start to realize that nothing happens if i don't ( Read more... )

Hot, humid, korean drama-filled, spontaneous. I wake up and I had practice from 9-1130. Not a bad one. We practiced defense drills (not much running thank goodness). Afterwards, the sun began to freaking get angry or something because it was hot as hell! yes hell! I went home, took a long COLD shower, and ate. I decided to finish reading "The ( Read more... )

the buildings shade the masquerade
and kill time; here we're nothing more
than fools and whores and sad highs
through the summer sand, we're living
in a wasteland __+

Practice was okay... needless to say...

Ran. Receives. By stander? Spectator.

Phone chat until 530am. Why?

Work was slow. Got paid =) 24 hours!!