"Have you ever noticed that the worst way to  miss  someone is when
they are  right  beside y o u  and yet you can  never  have  them when
the moment you can't f e e l   them under your fingertips, you  m i s s
them?   save  you  ever   w o n d e r e d   which  hurts  most,  saying
something  and  wishing  you  had not,  or  saying nothing ( Read more... )

Through muffled screams and swollen eyes ( Read more... )

self-esteem is dropping as the day goes. is that what it is? i dont know. i've never been the type of person that would be affected by such things... there's something seriously missing though.. my confidence. my motivation. my giddyness. it's gone. WHY though? why do i care so much about this? it's like right now i'm agitated with myself... i can' ( Read more... )

now it is time to vent ( Read more... )

It's been atleast 3 weeks of summer. What happened this summer? Movies night, mall, volleyball practices, and AYC. Oh and reading. Attempts at practicing the SATS are far beyong my imagination. It's hard. It takes time and dedication.. which i do not have. Movie night has been alright. I want to finish Phantom. AYC is fun. Little kids are great and ( Read more... )

what a strange day

in the beginning i was mad crazy.

during lunch i was not crazy but hyper

darn steven.. i can't look at him anymore o_O

hair black! i like it =]

volleyball.. beginning WHOA niceeeeeeeee then after... TORTURE.

now.. EHHHHHH but whatevers. people aren't what you thought they were? makes sense?

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As you lay in bed
Thinking about everything
That you did not do
Cause saying I love you
Has nothing to do with meaning it

And I don't trust you
Cause everytime you're here
Your intentions are unclear
I spend every hour waiting for a phone call
That I know will never come
I used to think you were the one
Now I'm sick of thinking anything ( Read more... )

spring break is almost over.. what a spring break.. nah not really. monday-.... wednesday? hw hw hw.. no just history. but im done. i just need a page of outline and one more focus question. tomorrow is english day. its only ONE paragprah... but cornish makes it hard. noo.. I MAKE IT HARD. j.m. barrie has too much stuff going on.. finally started ( Read more... )