i move in the shadows of my soul, timing and waiting to strike, for there is a war about to happen

[thepunkonnet]

Yes there is a war about to happen, a war for a girl (just like most wars with the exception to wars for money or political power). A girl I only meet recently... meet only for like an hour or two. A girl I made fun of because she said she wasn't drunk when she couldn't even hold her drink. A girl who has caught my interest with only one problem,

Comments

[bsketcase4203]

That's a lot of shit to deal with man, DAMN! I think if you're already worried about being bored w/ some girl you aren't even dating, why go for it? I mean I'm sure you have this strong infatuation w/ her. But do you really feel like repeating events like in Santa Cruz? I think you need to reevaluate why it is you get bored so easily w/ the girls you date. Is it something they do, or is it a problem with yourself? Whatever it may be, I really think you need to find some way to counteract this boredom you feel before you get in another relationship w/ some one, who sounds like they really like you. I think things will turn out better that way, don't you?? Anyway, that's cool you got a job. So are your parents gonna let you come down to San Ramon now, or what?

[fullofanguish]

word, i totally agree. I know I dont know you very well ryan, but it seems true from like what you've told me.
why cant you just be friends and get to know her better and then later decide if you really want to be with her and "date" her? Or maybe youre searching too hard? I know there's a saying that says "Dont try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to." and its soooooooooooooooo true.

anyway iiiiiiiiii'm intoxicated. SO I'm going to go now. haha goodnight

<3 Chrissy

[thepunkonnet]

I think I am going to follow that advice... I think from now on I will just take everything slow, along with that not try that hard. Even though I don't really try in the first place, I am a lazy fucker... what can I say. Good luck with the intoxication!!!! YAY to drunk fun!!!!

[fullofanguish]

good, im glad i could help :-)

[bobulaondeck]

dude as for the driving "incidences" WELCOME TO MY VALLEY BITCH! as for women? You know better ones to pursue. There's a reason i haven't attempted alot of women down here and that's because most of them are fucking whacko, and not in the amazingly kinky way. Wait for your first week at turkey tech, slut yourself for the summer, but not with valley women, because you'll catch something then it'll turn green and fall off.

[thepunkonnet]

Thanks for finally giving me some advice, took you long enough.