Bad/Horrible/Terrible/MadeMeFeelLikeShit Dream

[theqtwithstyle]

Bad dream. Nightmare. I hate nightmares. They feel so real. Why didn't anyone wake me up? I hate waking up and feeling like I want to cry. Feeling really bad about myself. And it's all Derek's fault. At least in my dream it was. He slept with Lindsey Franco. At my mother's birthday party. In my room

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[jillianarnold]

ok...I usually go to:http://www.freakydreams.com/interpret.html which is cool cause you can type in your dream and it will pick out words and analyze for you. So that's what I did with your dream

[__insatiable__]

Oh my god... I'm so perplexed by your dream that I don't even know how to begin to interpret it.

Why would Derek ever cheat on you? (and with me... what the fuck?!?) Consciously you know he would never do such a thing, but I think subconsciously you have a fear of the unknown, and you're secretly scared of losing him upon leaving for college.

The fact that it wasn't "I'm in love with Lindsey" but rather "I had sex with Lindsey" is extremely significant. I don't at all mean to pry, but I figure the notion of sex seems to be an issue in your relationship at this point.

Jessie, you know how lucky you are to have found true love. I think subconsciously you think you might be too lucky, and that one day BOOM!- your luck will vanish into thin air. You have the best of the best, and from here things can only go downhill. This sort of paranoia is relatively common throughout those girls who believe they're in the perfect relationship. I should know, I'm one of them.

[theqtwithstyle]

"I think subconsciously you think you might be too lucky, and that one day BOOM!- your luck will vanish into thin air"

I think that is exactly what it was mebe..I didn't think about it like that..thank you! I was like, WTF, why did I just dream that? lolz.

As for the "I figure the notion of sex seems to be an issue in your relationship at this point" - it's not an issue just for the record. However, I do think you got something with

"The fact that it wasn't "I'm in love with Lindsey" but rather "I had sex with Lindsey" is extremely significant.

I didn't think of that either...really good point again. Yeah, I think part of me is scared that I will lose him during college. It is funny though because I am really reluctant to admit it. In fact, it is usually HIM scared of losing ME and I am always comforting him and stuff saying that would never happen...I guess I have been telling myself it won't be hard on me but it will.

Anyway, thanks so much, that helped a LOT!