So yeah here we go again!

[thequiet_1]

I'm so confused! I feel like my life is being lived but I'm not the one living, like I'm seeing everything happening but its like I'm watching it thourgh someone elses eyes! Even when I'm with a bunch of friends I feel like I'm alone and unwated! I don't know whats wrong with me, I hate when I get like this because everyone freaks out over it and

Comments

[silentears_07]

you dont need to be feeling unwanted bc all your friends love you! .. im sorry about all this, and if theres anything that i could do to make you feel better let me know.. just dont forget that im here for you, to listen and try to help you out the best way that i can, love ya!!.. <33

[thequiet_1]

YEah the whole mike thing ahs been hard to go thourgh! I wrote him a letter yesterday in geometry about how him treating me like shit is making me feel so yeah! I don't know! Thanks Sway! Love yeah!

[kitty_eater]

I love you Amber, and I know the feeling. Well, not the whole cutting thing which I know you don't do anymore, cause I am not and hopefully never will be a cutter. I have been in this kind of depression before. Many times. You know, you have been with me through most of them. Just know I am here and am always willing to help you out when you need it. ♥♥♥

[thequiet_1]

I know your here for me but its hard because my mom always picks me up now, and you work and you have Dan now! I don't want to get in the way of you and Dan. But don't think its because of Dan that I haven't really been talking to you lately, its just its easier to talk to you away from school!

[kitty_eater]

Yeah, I know it is. My next day off, without band or something to do that day, tell your mom not to pick you up and we will hang out and I will take you home, k?

[friend_2_wolves]

I was a cutter once to Amber please don't do it and I will try and help you find your CD player ok?

[thequiet_1]

Thanks Ash!

[anonymous]

you know i was a cutter and i have been thinking of it b/c david broke up with me the day after my birthday. but i have not cut myself b/c i have friends like you that make my feel like i am worth more then that. if you need someone to talk to i am here for you.

[thequiet_1]

Thanks Sara!