last night was crazy. i can't believe how angry i actually got. i've always pretty much had things under control, but it's all just too much to forgive. it's hard to believe how much this is affecting me. why did it wait this long to surface enough for me not to keep quiet or in the back of my mind?? it's pratically all i think about now, ( Read more... )

Hehehehe, i feel good. hey, ya'll go read my update from friday. lol. i'm in love. once i find out who wrote that, i'm so gonna tie him up to that angel statue in the yard of that Catholic chapel i live near AND FUCK THE HELL OUTTA HIM/HER while rapping him with justin morgan's new sword and making him scream "give it to me, Fatty!!" then, after ( Read more... )

mmk, i'm about to go to school. today's homecoming, so we have to dress up. this whole ugly thing is getting worse. seriously, if i looked bad yesterday, i look horrible today. i'm not gonna go into details. most of you will probably see anyway. enough of that, because i know it shouldn't matter. yeah, i'm excited about corpse bride tonight. jesus ( Read more... )

i'm depressed. emotional damage at its best. that's basically all i can really say about it. and there's ppl out there that actually claim this shit for attention; makes me want to fucking throw up...then strangle everyone of the little bastards. oh well, maybe after they don't get any attention they'll become truely upset, then i can laugh at them ( Read more... )

i'm falling fast. to top it all off, i discovered something last night. yes, it killed me, just like i said it would. so, i am now the angry fucking fist of vengence from my disgusting fucking heart. fuck it for yearning. hmm, well, i'm gonna go cut the fucker out, then i'm off for school. you guys have a really nice day. i hope it's all happy and ( Read more... )

i'm sick and tired of ( Read more... )

hey guys. today was so cool. i got home, hung with my baby, ate mexican with brian and bobby(and it just so happened to be the night the little band was there), rode around listening to the gothic-acoustic tool tribute, played at the park, made out all crazily with bobby while brian talked to his hot little sex angel, went to my house, planned our ( Read more... )

...Im kinda like the waves that roll their whole life ( Read more... )

I forgive you completely...i've never forgiven anyone before. I love you so much, Baby. don't hurt over what happened. i know it wasn't your fault; everybody gets really stressed. many ppl can tell you, though...LYING TO YOURSELF doesn't make it go away. your parents love you. ya'll will be fine. i'll make sure you will be, anyway. lol. that's what ( Read more... )

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