I graduated college. Wooooo. No cum laude or any sort of special anything. But honestly the last year was hell enough as is that I'm just glad to be done. Already miss people though. I should probably get around to posting pictures on Facebook. Everyone else has by now. SO LAZY ( Read more... )

Self: there is a block function; maybe you should just use it.

I'm terrified that I'll never really get a good design job and that I won't be able to support myself in a place that I actually would like to live. I feel bad because I'm so financially dependent on my parents and I want this to stop very soon, but I am pretty sure that won't happen for at least a year, and I highly doubt I'll actually end up ( Read more... )

Thanks for the entirely unreasonable and unrealistic dreams. THANKS. Way to start my day off right, waking up to reality and a busy, sure to be shitty day.

I started to type a subject and then I decided not to but when I was typing it was suggesting previous subjects and the one about Honey popped up and now I'm all Sadpants McGee. I still miss her. It still doesn't really feel real since I wasn't home without her for very long and being at school is no different than it was before, so I tend to ( Read more... )

Damn, I really miss my dog ( Read more... )

I want to feel that giddy rush of uncontrollable excitement again. It's been a looooong time.

Only a few days left of break. Boooo. But! I ordered a new laptop bag today and am totes pumped:


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June 1998-March 2010

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God damnit.

I feel like I can't do anything right. There's always something to fuck up.

STOPPIT.

No moar. The dreams keep getting more specific. And the thing is it's not like I'm thinking about it all day; I'm not like, setting myself up for these dreams by spending all day day dreaming about something completely NOT beneficial. No, my subconscious sneaks out at night when I have no choice and wears me down with stupid bullshit.