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I miss it all.
Tonight I lack the strength to even move,
When you walked, now watch me die.
For I know this is harder for you,
For love has let you down.
Yeah, c'mon.
I am not alone.
And the road ahead is lined with broken dreams,
So walk, yeah walk on by.
And I failed to give you everything you need,
For the fear's behind your eyes...
When I can't feel you,
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It feels great to be free again.
Indifference is a wonderful, wonderful thing.
I have no use for this journal anymore. So long, wasted years. -
Life as of late.
A mirrored hallway with constantly shifting reflections is the most accurate way to describe what it's like in my head. That, and a shadowy figure lurking about representing the antidepressant that seems to be helping at the moment. I am waiting for it to turn on me, however- I've done poorly with SSRI's in the past. Here's to hoping. Film ideas ( Read more... ) -
Maybe at some point you cared...
...but now everything is as good as dead.
All I wanted to do was help, and all I ever got told was that I'm not nearly good enough.
Once again, I will never be able to convince you that I only want your happiness and for there to be an us. For us and our daughter.
But now there's not enough left of me for even me. -
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Wait by the phone
Late alone
He can't help you
But I know I could
Free is too long
You know this is wrong
Everything scars the skin
Push it in, break it off
I'm gonna leave
I'm gonna leave you
I gave it starts
I stomped on your hearts
This the is the end,
No more pictures, we ain't friends
Its raining in my room
There's blood in my spoon
You're out of my highchair
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Massive fucking rant- and it's tasty.
I about killed this idiotic Republican uneducated cockstain in Wal-Mart last night. "O-bam-uh ain't doin' nuthin' fer this cunnntry. My bruther an' his sister's muther ain't got no jobs cuz that sun'bitch." That was all it took. "Hey, cousi...n fucker. Are you aware that we're in this rut because of that fuck Bush you undoubtedly voted for?" " ( Read more... ) -
It's so sad...
I hate it when people don't understand a situation beyond their own understanding of it.
I hate it so fucking bad. It's actually one of the only things I hate aside from overbearing zealots.
Why can't people process multiple viewpoints? Especially if it can alleviate an otherwise painful scenario? -
Girl I Love You
Girl I love you but your loving has gone forever
Gonna miss you but my love has gone forever
I say I love you but your loving has gone forever
Gonna miss you but my love has gone forever
Girl I'm back in Spanish town, ain't no trouble coming around
You promise you will never let me down
If you love me that much you will stick around
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And after 7 years...
...this chapter, despairingly distraught and disparaged, closes.
Nine Inch Nails _ We're In This Together Now
Incubus _ Stellar
Aphex Twin _ Avril 14th
modest mouse...
Ice-age heat wave, can't complain.
If the world's at large, why should I remain?
Walked away to another plan.
Gonna find another place, maybe one I can stand.
I move on to another day,
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