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This scar is a fleck on my porcelain skin
Tried to reach deep but you couldn't get in
Now you're outside me
You see all the beauty
Repent all your sin

It's nothing but time and a face that you lose
I chose to feel it and you couldn't chose
I'll write you a postcard
I'll send you the news
to your house down the road from real love...

all this time ive been waiting for a girl to just... fall out of the sky.

amazingly one just did.

wow. worst xmas eve ever. was sick and had to close at work. i vomited in the bathroom but wouldnt go home cuz i felt guilty and didnt want to make my manager close again. everything that could've gone wrong did. i ended up leaving the store almost an hour and a half after we closed. went to my dads which was ok. i wouldve much rather been with the ( Read more... )

some random 14 year old just sent me this ridiculous message on myspace:

yo dickhole i am only 14 and have taken more drugs and dricken more alchohal than your faggot ass has in your whole fuckin life.

DOOSHBAG!

thriller was... not all that fun tonight for some reason.

probably shouldve hung out with kassandra instead.

and this could be the start of something good...

i was really looking forward to spending some time with the girl i like tonight. but drama struck and she had to go home after we only hung out for an hour and a half. i really wish i worked less so that i could be around friends more. i havent heard from mariah or aaron in a few days and i dont like it. they're my closest friends and i dont like ( Read more... )

geez... why am i sofa king awake.

yesterday was nice. i worked 12-9 then went to south coast with my dad looking for a coat...but everything was closed. after that kassandra came over and we watched elimidate and hung out here. overall it was good evening.