I love you. I wish Spades was around to help us out. She was always so good at laughing at things, and letting them roll off her shoulders.
But I can't do that any more. Things that happen stick to me like glue, I take them personally, and I imagine what it would be like if I just killed myself, and not have to deal with the emotional pain, just the physical...momentarily. The only thing that stops me is the fear that there is nothing on the other side waiting for me, and I don't want to waist my life when there may just be happiness around the corner.
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But I can't do that any more. Things that happen stick to me like glue, I take them personally, and I imagine what it would be like if I just killed myself, and not have to deal with the emotional pain, just the physical...momentarily. The only thing that stops me is the fear that there is nothing on the other side waiting for me, and I don't want to waist my life when there may just be happiness around the corner.
If only the corner didn't seem so far away.
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