Here it goes...

Feb 23, 2006 17:41

Well I thought I should let everyone know that 5 days ago I tried to kill myself. I took enough of my pain pills to kill a horse with the hopes that I wouldn't wake up. As you can all tell, it didn't work. I gave my pills to my parents, and they only give me what I need, when I need them. They know about it, and I called and told a few people ( Read more... )

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Words... theravensangel February 24 2006, 07:30:42 UTC
I worry about you, think about you more than you realize. I miss you lots, and wish I could just drop everything sometimes and come and see you, like the other night. You are loved honey. You always have been. And if you ever need anything, you know the number. I've been here, always have and always will be here for you. All you have to do is call. Love you honey... See you soon.

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Hey kittycat21 February 25 2006, 04:54:51 UTC
Hey....well you know what u did is wrong...and everyone is telling u that...but i knwo u are in alot of pain and if u need someone please call....i dont like it when my friends wont talk to me about their problems....Come on i was the famous psychiatrist at star...lol..all kidding aside i wish u would talk to me more....dont think no one cares about you..cause in the end there are lots and lots of people who care alot about u...but you need to think about Damon...and being single isnt really all that bad...but ya need to get out more and come party with me...or get out more and take your son to do something fun...come on...its hard to forget about Erin..and yes going out with someone twice her age is pretty bad...but let her do what she wants to do...she let a great person go...Anyways...u better come to my bday party....u can be MY date....lol....ttyl...and i really care and love you and i would miss u alot....dont be afraid to call me at like 400 in the morning cause my phone is right next to my bed..lol...oh and i have signed up ( ... )

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inhiseyes16 February 25 2006, 23:24:30 UTC
dont do that again we talked about this. that hurts you talked to me about and dont want me to do and you turn around and do the same thing. If you need time to go out and be away for a day or so let me know I will come and stay with damon... just dont do it again!

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goddessx79 February 26 2006, 00:19:20 UTC
Oh Ken...

I dont want you to hear you wish that every day since you wish you hadn't woken up. You woke up for lots of reasons. One reason is that little boy of yours needs you. I know you want to give Damon a mom, but Ken one parent is better than no parent at all.

And don't you even dare think no one would miss you. We all would miss you!

(hugs tightly) Call if you want to or need to.

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anonymous February 28 2006, 17:33:30 UTC
You got all the friendly ones so here is the hard kick in the balls you need. Who do you think would have found you in the morning? Who would have to live with the one person you didn't want him too? Who would have to explain to his friends in school why his Dada isn't around? The answer is Damon! Stop thinking about yourself and start thinking about the people around you. If you can't move and take care of yourself right now then how are you supposed to take care of Damon? Maybe it is for the best that you have to move into your parents house. Its stable and you have people around to help both of you. I'm pretty sure that they didn't want you moving back in but they had to except it just like you have except life right now. My only advice for you is to forget about the past, forget about Erin, live your life with your son and your family. There is more in your life than you! You are a father, a son, and an uncle now. So don't forget the people around you that need you in there life as much as you need them.

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theraven536 February 28 2006, 20:12:42 UTC
Well thanks for the kick, now who is this???

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anonymous March 9 2006, 20:19:29 UTC
I'm somebody from your past. You believe me even if I told you.

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theraven536 March 9 2006, 20:26:55 UTC
No really, who is this?? I am sure I know... but would like to know for sure...

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