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Sometimes I get SOOOOO mad I could spit...or hit something...or cry out of frustration. But then I realize it's not worth the time or effort to reapply liquid eyeliner.

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I have a funny taste in my mouth tonight. Sometimes bittersweet, sometimes more along the lines of bile. From you perhaps?

He wanted to buy me flowers, but I wouldn't leave him alone for a second to let him show me he cared. So from now on, I'll walk away and hope for sweet surprises instead of expecting painful letdowns.

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So is getting an epidural during childbirth breaking edge?

I don't want to take actual medicine for the pain because after the crap that went on with my brother I don't touch the stuff. But epidurals sound REAALLLL nice.

My Birthday could have been a lot better. But it could have been worse ( Read more... )

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On this the 19th anniversary of my birth and every other birthday in the past, I am reminded by the ones that I love exactly why I wish I'd never been born ( Read more... )

He called this morning at 2 AM. Luckily, I was somewhat awake because I had woken up and turned the TV and the lights off when the phone rang. Of course, it being me I was scared something had happened to Mom and Dad.

Hey Baby. <3<3<3

What are you doin?

Can't sleep.  And he says it like a little boy and it is possibly the most precious thing ever.

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So earlier today she tells me she and Dad are getting me a new car. Probably a Civic or something along those lines. As if giving me Dad's 2001 Mustang was so terrible. And then she goes and says this...

HippyBorn2L8 [4:52 PM]:  :) mom, I think I want us all to go bowling friday
Jonimaree [4:52 PM]:  That sounds like fun but it will be late by ( Read more... )