A new project?
So hey, I haven't been able to ramble on about my writing or even show as much of it as I would have liked since getting this thing. But now I'm back in my second year of college and I'm taking some interesting courses: specifically a website design class and a programming class with lab. And in one of the WD classes we checked out sites where you could set up web site pages for free.
And so I got to thinking.
(This is a dangerous phase here. Here I start possibly overworking myself and giving my already heavy laden plate more stress to the point where I start to question my ability to do shit. BUT! It's also very very fun at times. I'm a contradiction pure and straight.)
Well, I've been sending the person I'm writing for pieces through PM on another site. And I was thinking that's awfully limited. You have to click open each PM to read another bit of story. The interface for commentary is not the best it could be. And wouldn't it be great if there was a place where he could just access it in one go the more and more I write it?
So I'm pondering creating my own free web page (working the details out on that) or just posting them here and doing a sort of master list post for all the parts - plus all the extra material I have.
But it sort of scares me a little. I have...I have an issue with my writing. I want to feel confident, I try. But I get this hot white-panicky feeling everytime I think someone is reading something I wrote.
As in "OMG WTF AM I DOING?" panicky feeling and it's hard to combat. I usually just plug ahead anyway and it fades but. But I want to get to the point where I'm proud of what I write because I put effort into it and hell, I did a good job.
So I kind of want to do this, so I get to get there a little faster. But. OMG WHAT AM I DOING. And on and on and on...
And so I got to thinking.
(This is a dangerous phase here. Here I start possibly overworking myself and giving my already heavy laden plate more stress to the point where I start to question my ability to do shit. BUT! It's also very very fun at times. I'm a contradiction pure and straight.)
Well, I've been sending the person I'm writing for pieces through PM on another site. And I was thinking that's awfully limited. You have to click open each PM to read another bit of story. The interface for commentary is not the best it could be. And wouldn't it be great if there was a place where he could just access it in one go the more and more I write it?
So I'm pondering creating my own free web page (working the details out on that) or just posting them here and doing a sort of master list post for all the parts - plus all the extra material I have.
But it sort of scares me a little. I have...I have an issue with my writing. I want to feel confident, I try. But I get this hot white-panicky feeling everytime I think someone is reading something I wrote.
As in "OMG WTF AM I DOING?" panicky feeling and it's hard to combat. I usually just plug ahead anyway and it fades but. But I want to get to the point where I'm proud of what I write because I put effort into it and hell, I did a good job.
So I kind of want to do this, so I get to get there a little faster. But. OMG WHAT AM I DOING. And on and on and on...