Its now been some 90 some odd hours and I still havent slept..the wee hours of the morning will come and go, and the rest will evade me again. No worries though, it gives one time to think ( Read more... )

Here I am again, entertaining isnt it? I didnt think I would usethis thing so much, but again I find myself without many people to talk about, everyone living their life as it should be. I'm almost jealous ( Read more... )

Its a quiet day, and a quiet reality seeps slowly through my veins. I'm supposed to run the table top game tonight...but with my dark mood, who can say if it will go as planned, or if chaos will rule as in usually does. Thats neither here nor there however. I am for the first time 100% physically and emotionally in a long time...a night of troubled ( Read more... )

I find myself with less and less enthusiasm towards reality, and more and more towards the mysteries of the unknown. It isnt often I crave the joys in life that I once had, and dispite the several friends whom have tried to pull me from my tumbling further and further down the hole, I still feel as if I'm sliding. It has occured to me whom and whom ( Read more... )