before any bones are broken...

[theredbean]

my broken heart of which i spoke is not somebodies fault. me and baron split up but it is not because one of us did something or didn't do something, it is because after almost two years together we have come to the conclusion that even though we love each other very much we don't want the same things out of life. and we want to see each other

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[hakuai]

There is no greater display of love but the one that sacrifies for the happiness of the loved one. I know that what you are doing is difficult... but its better this way then to blame one another for the frustrations of dreams not fulfilled. I hope you both find the happiness you both so deserve...you are in my thoughts and I hope for the best for you. If I was there I would make you one of my infamous mojitos or caipiriñas. Salud!

[twinfusion]

hey sweety,

you are such a strong and beautiful lady. it takes a lot to find the silver lining to a cloud - but somehow you did. it's a good quality. :) i will be down soon for milkshakes, movies, and of course, hugs and smiles.

<3 nicole

[zeromonk]

you and i need to hang out, lady.

[and thank you for the clarification. i haven't seen you online, and your longstanding fued with telephones notwithstanding, you've been much on me mind and heart of late.]

Re: amputee

[anonymous]

there is not a day gone by i have not felt like i've cut a limb off. and it often doesn't make a lot of sense because i love you more today than i did when i first kissed you. i am more in love with you today than when we walked on a windy santa cruz pier. i think about the mistake i feel like i've made to avoid making an even bigger one. it doesn't feel right. it feels wrong. it feels like this will be the coldest summer in my life. i feel stupid for not wanting the same things you do when all you want is so very simple and natural. i have broken myself into pieces. if you are happy or soon will be, or if you are relieved then i will try to be glad. i do want to see you happy and filled. even if it must not be with me. i will probably spend my life wishing it was.