dieing , expiring, is how i feel sometimes ( Read more... )

 Terribly happy am I ... terrible things have been happening yet I've been in a great mood, whats up with that? I might get stressed fer the moment I know but then I feel pretty damn happy

Im not sure if thats a good thing or a bad thing yet... it could be a good thing b/c that means im getting hardened... but thats a bad thing b/c  maybe my ( Read more... )

should i write about it , why not its not like anyone actually read this...

do i have good friend or really good fakers....

are u sincere when u are around me , or are u just faking ,flashing a smile and a concern.

heres to you , my good faking friends

siting on my bed, typing away, listeing to music , the light peircing it way through my blinds, it jumps around all over my hands and keyboard and to the floor, so beautiful with the classical music behind it ..

like it dances fer the music ,

amazing

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there's a time warp
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there's a time warp in the building.... everything is  where we left it last

the weather

the clothing

the people

and the teachers

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theres a time warp in my mind

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Am I uncomfortable with you , or am I uncomfortable with me?

Ive been thinking about what  I really want..

Standing infront of the mirror, talking to myself

Have I figured out what I want yet?

I want the world

silly want huh? we all want everything, dont we?

But I really want the world, I want to see it all, to live in england , and take a boat to france and take the trains to get to german, and poland and ( Read more... )

Ive been saying it but never realized

Ive felt it but never registered

Summers on its end

On the trail end, and I have nothing spectatular to show for it

I'll go to the beach tomorrow, but I wont wear a suit

Take some pictures

I love that digital camera

I wish I could share them on here , but I dont know ( Read more... )

How many step must I take for someone to take the step back!

I take the first step , and then again .... and again ..... and again..... and again .... and again

i'm sick of talking first, listening last and getting no where!

saying your sorry for the way you asked , yet keep acting that way ...

I wonder why I dont TRUST people

argh

1. Trust-n.
2. ( Read more... )

Some things in life may change
And some things
They stay the same

Like time, there's always time
On my mind
So pass me by, I'll be fine
Just give me time
                             -damien rice

Sometimes I wonder where I begin and the music ends...

or where do I come up with this things?

I was just thinking about 365 days or so ago... and how I ( Read more... )