I can't shake this feeling I've had, I don't understand why this still bothers me. I have all these questions about it now when I should be letting the issue just die because it's in the past now. It's brought upon all new worries and fears, but along with that a since of comfort because she told me flat out about it, she was honest with me. I ( Read more... )

I'M STILL FUCKING PISSED, BOTHERED AND SAD ABOUT IT.

FUCK!

*cringes* why did it have to happen? :'-(

I'm a overprotective person that get's jealous. I do trust her, I trust her so much but I still don't feel what she did was right and it made me uncomfortable and I don't think she'd want me to feel that way. So if she cares, which I know she does, she won't do anything like that anymore because to me, it's just not right. Maybe it's just me, ( Read more... )

Goddamn you half-Japanese girls ( Read more... )

The Lonely Leopard


( Read more... )

I miss Mari so much *sigh* I'd give anything to hold her right now. I love her so damn much. It sucks being away from her, it sucks really bad. I don't know what else to say...

I'm confused, so so confused ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

I'm awake. I don't like the way I'm feeling right now at all. I feel overly rested, I feel like I I slept, but it was very unatural. The Tylenol PM is still working a little, so while I was in bed before I got up I was thinking alot and whenever I'm really out of it I start thinking fucked up stuff and I hate it. I thought stuff and felt like a ( Read more... )

So, last night to help me sleep I took 2 tylenol PMs. Just before they took affect I took one more because I REALLY wanted sleep, that's 3 and that's too much. Than, about 4 in the morning they started taking affect. I slept until Mari called (YAY!) and than I went back to sleep. I next whoke up at noon, I attempted to sit up by I discovered I ( Read more... )