so. last night.
last night i got high for the first time ever. just weed, nothing serious. i was a bit nervous, at first... but i get why the panic boys would like this so much. it was liberating. it burned the back of my throat, and my nose, but not in a bad way. and i really couldn't tell if i was acting different or not. my thought process was the same, for the most part. but the amazing thing was that i could *talk* and i could do *anything* and i didn't care what anyone else thought.
we smoked for a bit, then went to get food stuff, because hi, yum. i got ice cream, and we ate our snacks back in caroline's room. (i was with caroline, chris, and this other girl whose name i cannot remember at the moment.) we ended up watching youtube videos and laughing hysterically and being much too loud after quiet hours. the cla got mad at us so we went outside and wandered around.
weird thing: i guess weed does this to some people, but yeah, i got really horny. WORST DAY EVER TO HAVE MY PERIOD, Y/Y?
and the best quote of the night belonged to me. for some reason i licked my hand, and it tasted like apples. so i was like, sucking on my fingers for a while. then i stopped. and i did it again a while later, but. "My hand doesn't taste like apples anymore...... it just tastes like HAND."
and caroline and i are soulmates, apparently, because we were in the same self-defense class for one day but then she transferred, and we both had mac stickers on our non-mac computers, and we met up again because we were obviously DESTINED to be friends and smoking buddies.
so all of that happened last night, plus a dance party in the ponderosa basement before all the shenanigans, and i got a corset top at the pirate fair, and chris thought it was incredibly sexy, and after dancing for like an hour i pulled him out into the hallway and we made out for like EVER until caroline called him and asked if he wanted to go smoke with her.
i love college. omg, so much. i'm having all these experiences, and i am loving it.
... and chris thinks i'm adorable when i'm high. :3 apparently even more adorable than i usually am. hahaha
now i must do homework. xP blahhh.