Well, Today is the 15th.
And you know what that means,
Time to sit and go through boxes of old pictures.
See if I can bring myself to,
The brink of giving up,
I never follow through, you tell me all the time.

Spend my days looking back,
And I wonder if you're looking up,
From underneath someone who is about to be,
Everything that I'm not.

I'm visiting that ( Read more... )

Vindicated- d.c.

Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye

And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated, I am

{Chorus}
Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me ( Read more... )

I'm a teenage actor surrounded by teenage critics, and the critics don't like me much, but that's okay 'cuz I don't like them either. Let's unite and find something to hate: white lies and mistletoe, and the people named like states misunderstand but swear that they know. Everybody go out, and rebel against their moms - everybody go and be real ( Read more... )

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Push me out from the darkness
To a sky that's colored blue
Somewhere someone's finding happiness
While I'm still here so hung up on you

Nothing is real
And I want you to know
That I'm not alright
When you tear open my chest
I'll try not to flinch
I won't make promises...YOU taught me that.
I'm still losing what's left of my self esteem
And I'm still watching ( Read more... )

Blue jean baby, L.A lady
seamstress for the band
Pretty eyes, pirate smile
She'll marry a music man
Ballerina, you must've seen her
dancing in the sand
And now she's in me, always with me
Tiny dancer in my hand

Jesus freaks, out in the street
Handing tickets out for God
Turning back she just laughs
The boulevard is not that bad

Piano man, he makes his stand
In ( Read more... )

Oh well, you've got me under your spell and I don't think that I'm kidding
around.
I don't think I can forget you now. I once sat up on my roof and examined the
planning of my town.
I saw the structured grid and pavement cutting through grass and I remembered
the cold of winter running up the legs of my pants.
I picked the nicest lawn and imagined ( Read more... )

i'm letting go and falling on my face another dream just died then your shadow fills the sky and it's burning out my heart and out my eyes like pouring bleach in opened scars

it's always fucking lonely and everything is cold and empty i've never gotten over the saddest thing you said

now you're gone i'm hours in the wake of a fucking sad goodbye then ( Read more... )

[f.i.r.s.t.s]
First best friend: Sara and Sarah
First car: uhh dont have one
First real kiss: Michael
First break-up: Michael
First screen name: "laurenluvsmoses" haha i think
First self purchased album: iidunno...
First funeral: never gone..
First pets: pup. uhh..i count mo as it
First piercing/tattoo: ears.
First credit card: no
First true love: ......ah ( Read more... )

Then ask me what it's like to have myself so figured out
I wish I knew...
Every line is about who I don't wanna write about anymore
Oh it's so hard to have someone to love
And keeping quiet is hard
Cause you can't keep a secret
if it never was a secret to start
just until sundown, just one more day i could hold you.
You slip your heart into my chest...
And ( Read more... )