well wednesday i went to convent afterschool, chilled for an hour or two. went home ( Read more... )

just when i was flying as high as ever, and everything was being painted a golden tone. and the bright sunlight was projecting our shadows on the world and showing the movie that is our lives. that horrible gut feeling of knowing life will never be all that i would like it to be. nothing will go my way. you can't really escape from it all, you're ( Read more... )

things i once had are all slowly moving away from me and negating my every move. sure some things are still falling into place, but then it only pushes other things outwards, causing them to grasp the gravity of something else. i think i do this all on my own. but theres only so much i can juggle at once that it throws all the important things away ( Read more... )

so marie watched me get my haircut monday, then we went to serramonte, eh, made tortillas ( Read more... )

so wednesday i got myself my next prom tuxedo. um went around with angelica and heather. didn't do much ( Read more... )

yeah children. best team ever. we'll find out the truth sooner then any of you tech losers.

i hate that gapping hole you get. that hole that just keeps widening. when you think you know someone, and you find out otherwise? its the feeling of a sword slicing you in half. i honestly wonder how some things are done. how some people can be so, insincere about their manner. i feel like i get this feeling all the time. not as much as before, ( Read more... )

theres a LOT i need to update about, but i don't feel like it right now.


( Read more... )

haha.... i'm using my handheld again, hiding under the dinning room table with it hehe. but yeah. claire's been really cool lately, we really do need to hang out, maybe if i get the chance i'll see her and britney thursday. &&maybe get "tested" haha ( Read more... )

talk is like: do you also feel like yr getting distant from everyone ( Read more... )