ahh so the past few days i have just been thinking about a lot... too much to say really, plus most people wouldn't understand or care to, besides no one really reads this anyways [ but if you do then thanks a lot... you're either one of those cool people that loves me and i love back, or one of my many creepy stalkers ] &&i think i'm changing, for ( Read more... )

ahhh seriously, like my previous post... can;t people just be happy with each other and everything for once? jesus christos. i mean shit, look at everything; it's all really beautiful &&happy good things do happen. and everyone is all depressed now a days about not being in a relationship or somecrap. fuck that shit. theres someone out there ( Read more... )

you know, i go through a lot of shit and drama alll the damn time... the past year has been none stop problems, none stop fighting, between ALL of my friends. but never really were any of them my problems, maybe like 2 or 3 times did i ever cause any real problems, and they never really compared. my friends all seem to hate each other, despise each ( Read more... )

hmm so thursday i got home from midterms, i was like "fuuuuck staying at home while its sunny as fuck out" so i took bart downtown, chillaxed, walked around, it was so nice and hot out too, i'm starting to like heat better then coldness these days. it felt nice with flip flops and shorts and just a t shirt. some random kid came up to me and ( Read more... )

yesterday my mom turned the big five oh ( Read more... )

hm sunday i did homework all night ( Read more... )

so the dance friday was hella fun... i knew like almost half the people, so i could go from group to group and dance with everyone, get freaky you know. i danced on the stage, which was funny. afterwards i gave jason and julio rides home, then went home, talked to marie on the phone, went to sleep around 3? haha ( Read more... )

goddamnit.i hate when you do something &&it closes the screen, RIGHT when you were done typing all of this ( Read more... )

FIRST WEDESNDAY OF THE MONTH ( Read more... )

so monday was usual school. afterschool i was originally going to show mike how to get to the J from school, but i ended up just going home, at which i had to go straight to costco, which took forever, &&my mom made me buy the stereo thingy for my i pod, good deal i suppose. then we went home real quick. OOH and we bought saw on DVD, we're probably ( Read more... )