On Vox: So I've been neglecting all my blogs lately

[therevsoup]

I've been on Twitter and Facebook mostly.

Been depressed as hell lately. I'm sick of trying to interact with people only to piss them off or creep them out. I'm not trying to be a shitty person. Honestly, I have no fucking idea what I'm doing wrong. I really have no idea why people react negatively to me so often and I have no idea how to tell when

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[therevsoup]

That's a good way of looking at it. Maybe my outlook really is just a hell of a lot different from everyone around me. I'm not sure. Sometimes it's just really hard to tell when people will be offended by things due to their own inconsistent personalities.

I should probably just stop caring. It'll do me good. Hah!

[candyispretty]

things'll get better.
chin up, chum!

[therevsoup]

Eh. I'll just stop caring I think.

[immaculatestars]

Hmm, this is a tough situation. Personally, I don't really agree at all with people that say "Don't worry, keep your head up, it'll pass" because likely you've been dealing with this shit your entire life, and it clearly bothers you to some degree, so no, I don't think it's alright, and you should seek help from someone

[wolfsolent]

My dear, I wouldn't worry about it too much. Similar things happen to me all the time. I was out the other night, having a really nice time with my friend Jim when a girl he knew came over and sat down. Jim went up to get some more drinks, and I attempted to make polite chit-chat with this stranger. She cuts in, and says, "Urgh. You are so self-conscious. I hate self-conscious people."
Yeah, like THAT'S going to make somebody less self-conscious?! People are dicks - only rely on yourself. Some people will genuinely like you for you, whereas a lot of people won't. Those people don't matter a jot. If they liked you, it'd only bother you anyway, because you most likely wouldn't like them.
Anyhow. I LIKE YOU. ♥

[ifyoulookup]

that girl sounds like a bitch. i hope you slapped her about a bit, cey!

[wolfsolent]

Oh goodness, no! I'm far too polite for that. It just made me feel like shit for days. But hey! Life goes on.

[ifyoulookup]

people are shit for the most part. i particularly hate these idiots who are like "communication central" for a town or something. these dudes who know everyone and are increasingly arrogant about it.

me, i'll stick to hanging out with the oddballs just like me when i can find them. it's probably quite worrying that all of the interactions i have with my friends are pretty awkward unless we're drinking.

but chin up dude. you're more awesome than you know (i wish i had as strong opinions or as much to say). fuck the haters!