I mean, a body shot.

[theribit]

I've been feeling weird. I remember a while ago - a few months (maybe more?) - I felt the shadow of history was falling over me. The world all seemed to be rushing right at me. I whipped around, my face distorted with astonishment, and the camera zoomed in while the cameraman walked backwards. Something big was inevitable, I could feel it, but

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[vaguemotives]

I've been feeling older too. Sometimes I'm not sure if it's something I'm liking or not. I'm there with you on the scowl. It seems like most days I'd rather just not come up from undr the covers. At least there there's nothing to dissappoint, upset, or anger me. I feel like I'm sort of wasting my life away. I'm always sleeping and when I'm not I'd rather be. I can't remember the last time I felt genuinely happy. I mean I have fun with my friends but once I'm alone I revert back. I try to rush by hours preoccuping myself with meaningless tasks, I need a job. I think maybe we think too much. I think I need a drink too.

P.S. I added you a few days ago. I forget where I found you, I just found you interesting.

[aureisomni]

"I thought maybe it was just work, but a vacation didn't really work."

perhaps you need a bike ride across the country?

i feel dumb leaving you really in depth comments about this on lj. we should talk about it in person sometime. i should be home next week some. since we're leaving later and all. we can ride bikes.

[biffdork]

You know what sucks, I'm only 15 and I feel the same way. I think that we do think to much, and we need to forget about our problems, but if we didn't think, we wouldn't of come to this realization, which would've been bad. Being alone can solve some of life's worst problems. When you are alone you think about things that normally wouldn't enter your mind. The things I think about remind me of my own mortality, which makes me forget about me being invincible and come to my senses. When you're alone you gain wisdom with your thoughts, and you get to know yourself better. If you don't want to be alone with yourself so much, pick up a hobby, and if you've got a hobby already, pick up another one. Growing older isn't bad, it just sucks sometimes when you start to realize that you are growing older. Life is full of surprises and growing up is one of those. If you feel you're getting bitter and you don't understand yourself just wait it out, you'll have an epiphany someday. Sorry for my rambling, I just felt the need to comment on this for