im tired both physicaly and mentaly i want to just like not live here any more i want to move so badly im tired of loving the people who dont love me im tired of it i can sit down for a long time but nothing will ever change people who love me will still love me people who just cant wont i just want to start over but i cant and no matter how much i ( Read more... )

why is my life filled with the greatest women on earth but not have the chance to be with any of them to day i spent most of the day at sarahs house after church and the whole time i thought to my self that between her and some one else my life is the greatest there are people who would kill to have what i have with them and be so close but for ( Read more... )

ok look i like her she doesnt like me i try to get her to like me she doesnt come around this makes me sad but then she wants to cheer me up and just talking to her does that but then its like she makes me happy but i cant be with her it wants me want to hit my head really hard and i just wish she could give me the chance ya know oh well wishfull

ok seriuosly whats wrong with me i had my chance to ask her to dance and i didnt i could have done it at any time but i didnt i sat there and waited like a idiot i guess i just wanted it to mean something not only to me but her to but i should know better my life never works out that nicely

well ok its officail i just suck when it comes to people i try my hardest and i fail i just cant win not only can i not keep friends but i cant get a relation ship started with out killing it before hand god im stupid hell im more then im just worthless gees what im i suppost to do every one is so touchy forget it i tryed with people and i failed ( Read more... )

so ok then what do i do i mean my life is split between what i want and my feelings and what they both want idk i mean i just kinda want to just be pissed and hate the world and kill every one and not care any more but i cant do that because i do care and i have feelings what should i do and if you only have negative things to say dont comment

i cant do any thing right i cant treat my friends right i dont know how to treat the people i like i dont know anything im sick of it all i just want to be with people i trust witch apprently are few in # i dont care if your one of her friends dont talk to me about it and for you either make up your mind or leave me alone

i dont really know how to feel i mean i gave it a shot right i mean hey at least i asked her insted of just hinting and you know ive had a crush on her for a while (3years to be exact) and i thought tonight was the night i thought that tonight i would be the one who would be her prince the one she cared for but my fairy tail just died along with ( Read more... )

damn do i know how to fuck things up. i mean hell i cant keep my friends and i can tell you are all irritated by my whining so if you want me to just shut up and leave you alone just say so and those of you who ive talked to before this im sorry for posting this

well lets see broke up with my gf kelsey witch is now the second one ive dated and for you info i know three and now i guess i finally can enjoy being single cause i can like who ever i want and right know there are three people i like and if you want to know to bad well i have no idea what to be for halloween and i dont know what im doin on ( Read more... )