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school starts in roughly seven days. i have gone shopping one time, and bought 1 pair of pants. i have around 170 bucks left from my last paycheck to spend, and i don't think it'll be enough for all of the things i want to purchase.
i have a feeling this is going to be my favorite year in high school, have some classes i hope i will enjoy, and i want to see the faces of those i missed over the summer.
i am dying to get out of my room, get out of my house, i just want to go somewhere, anywhere. i like to go and be with jen, but everyday cannot happen. so on those days not with her, i usually find myself sitting in my room, listening to the blades of my fan. i watch reruns of old shows, and know all their words, and i hate that. i want to be with my friends, but the plans i make always seem to fall through.
i need to get a job, and the lady from the library kept calling last week. i avoided answering the phone when she dialed, i don't want to confront her on not wanting to work there, even though the job would be fun. the only problem i would have is getting there and back, and the more i think about it the more i don't want to work there. or i could work at the supermarket, but then i'd have to go back there for the hundredth time and talk to the manager again, and have him look in the files for my papers, and then have him call me again, and me having to go back there. i think working at the supermarket will suck, i don't want to bag groceries, i don't want to stock shelves, i don't want to clean up, i don't want to be a cashier.
i want a fun job, such as working at a toy store, i'd cleanup there, i'd ring people up there, i'd stock shelves there, it seems more fun than doing it at a supermarket. i'd work at the mall, but then again, i wouldn't have transportation, therefore i cannot apply. i want to work at many places, but it seems there are always obstacles in the way of me getting a job there. such as transportation, no openings, and lousy schedules.
i am tired of everything being the same. i want more new things in life. i want to hear new music, i want to read new books, i want to see new movies. i want my cell phone to have service in my room.
i heard the new synonyms for her song, and i have to say i am quite disturbed with the choices made for that song.
they could have left it out, they should have left it out. yes it may make the song seem better, but it was wrong
to put the recording in there and not ask permission or at least give notice that they were putting it in. i think it was a
total dick thing to do without giving any notice at all.
i'm guessing this will be my only entry for a while, seeing how i don't like to update everyone on my life that much.
if you really care about what's going on feel free to message me on aim whenever.
thanks for reading.