im living in hawaii. though i am having a great time paradise isn't quite what it seems. i had a fast wake up call the first night i flew into honolulu. once i unpacked some of my stuff i rolled something up with some cali grapes and yang and i headed to his friends place to bbq and enjoy ourselves before we went to see soldiers of jah army aka ( Read more... )

there's something we all share in common
and its not that we went to prom
its not that we all like to garden
drink beer or jager bombs"
instead its much more significant
and its not a thing or a place you've gone
she's there whether you like it or not
and that person is your mom

i woud rather lie and sleep
and forget about these times
then walk and squeeze this shattered water
that inflicts and drowns my grief

close your eyes
feel the beat
from your head
through your grief

an angel calls

Im happy ( Read more... )

stirring a potion ( Read more... )

rushing through the valley to catch a ray of sun
Light a fire in the dark
catch you while you run

buying all the colors and filling in the blanks
loving all the qualities
but now the picture seems to flake

these oils ive worshiped
are they dripping?
do they bleed?
is it something that i want?
is it something that i need?

I just experienced one of the happiest moments I might have for a while. Surrounded by beautiful scenery, family, friends games and strange activities...as well as booze the weekend was fully rounded with fun. With the fun and tears and food and schmoozin and boozing came some various serious thoughts of my own. I wasn't sure what it would be like ( Read more... )

I had an awesome break. I did everything I wanted to do. I went to LA. Relaxed...blazed...slept... talked for hours. I began writing my potentially awesome story. I drove back with a close friend, there were excellent burrititos and blues and laughs. Im glad I got to spend the time with the people I saw. They really made me feel at home. It was ( Read more... )

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Stone Temple Pilots-The Suit that you wear
Black Market Records- Loc da Brain
Vast- Thats My Boy
Beeck-Broken Drum
Indubious- Change your Attitude