Fic: not to reason (but to belief) for savetomorrow

[speak_me_fair]

Title: not to reason(but to belief)
Pairing(s): Mark/Eduardo
Rating: R
Warnings: canon AU of the fix-it variety, emotional hurt/comfort, rain, crying, phone calls, e-mails, sleep deprivation, terrible sex, far too little Sean Parker.
Word Count: ~5000
Summary: In which there is an egregious number of random e-mails, the weather hates everyone, and

Comments

[irrelephance]

this is so good holy christ i want to cry

gorgeous gorgeous writing, and your characterization of wardo is marvelous and so honest and i want to take this fic and wrap it around me, god

and his every action had said clearly, not:

look how much I will do for you, Mark, for Facebook;

but instead:

look how much better I am than you, Mark, than Facebook, look how much I don't need you.

jfc this entire part was absolutely perfect, thank you

venla is going to fucking love this

[quoshara]

Awww.. *pets them*

'You want to never talk to any of us again? Okay. I get it. But dude, that's on you. I'm gonna still be here, considering you a friend.'

I have so been Dustin. It can be an awkward place to be, but sometimes it's so worth it. *s*

I love how Mark and Eduardo just 'accidentally' fall back into being friends...and how much simpler it was than falling out was in the first place.

Thanks for sharing this. This fandom is growing on me more and more.

[des_pudels_kern]

This was absolutely gorgeous, so raw and honest and ugly as only emotions can get. I have a thing for well-done stream-of-consciousness, and this here, with the hurt/comfort as the cherry on top, was just perfect!

[savetomorrow]

I HAVEN'T HAD THE TIME TO READ THIS YET BUT I JUST WANT TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I KNOW THIS EXISTS AND YAY AND I WILL READ THIS AS SOON AS I HAVE A GOOD DAY AND THANK YOU SO MUCH. PROPER COMMENT IN THE NEAR FUTURE!!

[savetomorrow]

HEEEY REMEMBER WHEN I SAID I'D COMMENT AND THEN I DIDN'T BECAUSE LIFE. YEAH I SUCK.

BUT I ABSOLUTELY ADORE THIS!!! OH MY GOD I LOVE IT SO MUCH

And Eduardo, who knows he should laugh, should mock them both, should say all the right dismissive things, can only say through a welter of sweat and rain and salt tears and stuttering attempts at breath -

"I love you -"

just to hear Mark cry against his mouth -

"- too."

GODDAMNIT I MAY HAVE CRIED

i am really so very sorry for this horrendously late comment but please know that i love this fic tremendously <333