i hate myself
i get my hopes up
and i get hurt
i hurt myself
every time this happens
its never anyones fault but my own
why the fuck do i do this to myself?
i dont beleive this
i have no idea how i thought id turn out ny different
wut a way for me to burn myself down

today was kinda boring
sat on the comptuer allllll day
about 8 hours of the day
vanessa told me to make her a peacful picture
so i did
thats a first
( made this one for vanessa )

( they shut their eyes, now that the night has fallen )

hahaha tonite was soooooo awesome
first we went to vanessas
hung out there
went to the barn
scary shit
took pics
went crusin in the neighbor hood
got lost
then we went to the mall
HAHHA
just look at the pics
CLICK ON IT \/
( best night EVER )

im so stupid
i shuld slept in more
now i cant sleep
but im really tired
nobody is even on yet
i woke up at like 8:30-9
i gotta call luke
WE BETTER GO TO THE BARN
or im pretty sure ill be stuck in the house
ALLLLLL DAY
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i think its time to make a new picture
ill post if i make one

yeah im really really bored
hopefully we can all go to the barn tomorrow
shuld be fun
if it isnt
ill be mad
haha
the end

PS:
i love all my friends..
thnx for everything

yeah..tonite kinda started off "hectic"
but now its okay
i need not to explain
last nite me and luke hung out with vanessa
it was a pretty fun night
it was very *random* haha
good night

i wrote a new song called ( the fall apart heartbreaker )

yeah..right now im at jareds house..lukes pikin me up somtime between 5 and 5:30..me vanessa luke and vannesa r hangin out..were not quite sure wut were gunna do tho..we mite go to the movie store and rent some movies or jus go to the mall or w.e..we mite even show up here at jareds house ( Read more... )

yeah..this is my new layout..finally figured out the see through entries thing..heh i like it