if life wasnt hard enough already. no one really will understand what is going on right now. so much for no complaining right? im here on my last day of school for the week on a weds. and i have nothing to do. where are my friends? all i can say is the emotional pain right now is so extense. who am i kidding? today was just as bad as the day before ( Read more... )

today was exceptional. school was a drag as usual and all i could think about was going to the inter-class plays tonight and how many people i was going to be seeing. they were awsome. i had so much fun. life is going as expected. i have such a good thing, but something must ruin it. im worried. how do people just automatically know? its wierd. ( Read more... )

im really just in the pour my heart out mood. i want to say so much more then i can. its so difficult. life sucks, and im used to it by now. i dont understand why so many people can think the way they do about me. its there fault i am the way i am. i dont know if thats a good thing or not anymore. i did leave out one thing from my entry earlier. in ( Read more... )

today was totally bipolar. it started out horrible (times 2). i got in the car to leave for school and my mom came in ten minutes later. she was giving me attitude for the usual, my brother. he isnt me but somehow every conversation results in the story of his life. what he does wrong. dylans such a loser (not you dylan A.). after that school didnt ( Read more... )

hello. im really tired. my mom told me last night that we were all leaving at the same time this morning and i got pissed. well i hate my brother and i cant spend more then 2 minutes in the same car as him. now shes in the bathroom and i woke up specially early just to use the bathroom. i have to take a shower or else ill kill someone. it takes me ( Read more... )

well. i just got doing homework adn i realized something, i love homework. schoolwork is just great in general. i guess i just love to learn. i cannot wait for highschool. adn i know some of you are going to say idont know what im talking about and ill have alot homework. but no. i actually really like to study. im really wierd. i just guess i like ( Read more... )

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hello. i have decided i wanted a livejournal. to be cool. like everyone else. well. anyways, today was as decent of a day then ever. school was typical. drama was typical. everything was typical. mrs miller complemented me randomly after rehearsal saying that "i was doing great and you could tell i was practicing and that they were just talking ( Read more... )