ugh.....now im totally depressed. my heart hurts... >_< I feel like going to sleep but its only 7 oclock...i need a life. BUT in good news tonight is a full moon, so i gots some stuff i gotta do ^-^ I need all the help i can get. sooo sleepy...

hmm...yesterday started out fun! I worked and then Jon and I went out to eat at a mexican resteraunt! We talked for TWO HOURS in the resteraunt, and we had a really good conversation....he told me he still likes me >_< But we are both so confused right now...its weird, because its nice to be together, but jon is very...young, he still thinks that ( Read more... )

DAMN. I missed the "jack frost" marathon at kelly's last night because my parents went on and on about how the weather would be bad. damn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

killer snowmen...how can you go wrong??

I know what i have to do!! To get my heart back, to get my sexy super powers back ( Read more... )

the line between dream and reality is beginning to blur. i wonder if im awake.

i am supposed to list five things that i want for christmas for Jon. I dont even know what i want???!!! how can it be christmas time and i dont want anything ;_; nooo! well, lets see...from justin to kelly special edition dvd??? heeheehee.

agh, im so tired. its only 8:47 on my clock, but i dont care,im going to bed!!

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Im done. Im absolutely done. I have never had such a shitty couple months before ( Read more... )

Im starting to feel really strange again. Its like im high but without the mental cloudiness and appetite. i really dont need to sleep. I just, lay, and thats enough. its starting to make me worry, but then i dont care, this medicine is strange but...what can i do? Every time i take a pill i seem to feel my stomach saying "no no no no" im totally ( Read more... )