agh...ebay!! I am getting wormwood soon! weeee!!! Its used to make absinthe...heehee excellant...I just shipped out a bunch of packages for ebay. i really enjoy selling things, i think its more addictive than buying crap!!! I went to old navy today >_< shouldnt have done that!! Oh well, i got jon two par of penguin boxers!! Pengis Pengis!!! My fav ( Read more... )

Well now im taking zoloft and wellbutrin, and so far the only side effect is cotton mouth. heehee, so im okay with that. Last night was fun ! Jon and I went to Jro and Shanks house to play video games and watch MST3K. Kelly came over too! yay!! They have a kitty and a bunny, i had never held a bunny before so it was cool! Sooooooooooooooo soft. ( Read more... )

Today has not been very good. After work, i spent most of the day either asleep or crying. When i finally called kelly and talked to Jon i asked him to come home, but he pretty much told me i was stupid and that he had more important things to do...and im not about to beg so... who needs to console someone when you have class and radio...i dont ( Read more... )

Am I a freak??? I love family guy, and i think Happy Mania is written about my life....blargh....I'm pretty tired, but I got some xmas shopping done yay!! other than that, i worked...and...slept...ha..i need to go to the doctor soon!!

Yargh...last night was kind of bad, i cut again but just a little bit to relieve some stress, so dont worry. its weird, im pretty sure my parents notice the scars all up and down my arms but they dont ask...im glad ^0^;;; They just keep saying "you should talk to someone!" over and over. Ya, i know Ii should, that last lady just drove me crazy!! ( Read more... )

weeeeee, my amay never came over last night, and when i tried calling her cell phone it was james earl jones ;_; boohoo! Well, Jon asked me to stay over last night so I did. what is that now..like the last 5 or 6 nights we've stayed together??? we are so bad. Aaron and John (another John!) made dinner for everyone and then we drank alot of wine. it ( Read more... )

laalaa...im starting to get a little confused. Jon and i are still messing around heehee...its pretty fun and i dont have to worry about him all the time like, is it okay for me to go here? dumb stuff like that.... ^-^ weeeeeeee i need to get more candles tho...boohoo. well...agh..i dont even know what to write. im tired from school and sex so.... ( Read more... )

waaaagh im so sleepy ;_; i had a meeting with my car insurance lady today and she yelled at me....i had some unpaid tickets and stuff...oops...but i got my cards so i can drive around yay! I want to take a nap...i think i may :) the psychic is on montel...mwaah, she scares me...i am going to work on two rituals this week, i hope they work ^-^ yay ( Read more... )

heehee....oh man....hee...wow im gonna get beat up!! You guys are gonna kill me...but...i tell ya i put the HO in hormones....hee....crap...Jon came over last night ~.~;;;; I wanted to have a peace dinner to be like, everythings cool, lets just have a new start as friends and then, you know, no anger no animosity that kinda stuff...well...later.... ( Read more... )

Weee! I got my donor card today!! it says im a blood type O positive ^-^ I want to read all the stereotypes about my personality based on my blood type. too laid back is one of them i think..haahaa...today aaron saw jon and i talking outside class and told me to stop being nice to him...heehee, he told me not to be so quick to forgive and forget ( Read more... )