Late night again, I need to get this done really quickly so that i can REALLY get that hot hot shower and shave, and a tall glass off milk and hook myself up with some nice sleep. I got some stuff to do tomarrow, and I need to really Get r Done! Today i woke up super late because of my late bed time. Missed some calls from the Chard who was waiting ( Read more... )

Go Pistons! It is going to take another win guys! show us how bad you want it! Show us how bad you NEED it! Detroit Baaaaskkkeettballl ( Read more... )

Like I said, head was up, bad things happen. First the Pistons lost last night....out of my control...yes. Bad...very yes. Secondly I just get this bill in the mail from my STUPID trip to urgent care because i was...get this...CONSTIPATED. worst constipation of my life, mind you, hurt like a heart attack, mind you...but you know what...i get the ( Read more... )

seems like every time i get my head up, and the world starts turning the right way....someone else brings me right back down. Always reality's chump. It's complete bullshit. Thinking you have something great...then it gets fucked up...and then everyone blames it on you so much that you believe it too ( Read more... )

I don't know what the hell is going on inside my head ( Read more... )

WOW! an entire year has gone by, as of midnight, since Megan and I began this adventure we've been on! I've had a beautiful girlfriend for an entire year. Through cottage trips and sports games and drunken stupors and Goofy mishaps of all shapes and sizes. Awwww's and ooOOOOOooo's and smiles and laughter. Snowy day cuddles and firelit romances, ( Read more... )

Once again at a crossroads with myself. Too often finding myself wanting to be able to do some things but not being able to do anything because i have no money, and i the only times i tend to work, and get hours, are times that make doing things impossible. So I am stuck, on a regular, doing nothing, thinking about everything, and thinking way too ( Read more... )

so later on into the night before last i endured the stomach pain more excrutiating than i have ever known. Megan took me to Urgent Care where i was x-rayed and examined. I was very hurt. Luckily i qualified for some doctor feel good and recieved an additive to my IV shot that made any pain go away which segwayed into a half hour conversation ( Read more... )

I know i have a long life ahead of me and I know I probably have days ahead of me in my life that are going to be a lot worse than this one. But this day, at the end of the weekend, at the end of one of the worst weeks i have had since i cannot remember when. I am having a rough mother fucking time right now and nothing seems to be going right ( Read more... )

I know I said i am working toward doing better. Getting a better job, figuring out what it is going to take to have things feel right again. But each new day buries me deeper and deeper that i feel like at any moment i am going to lose my sanity. I haven't slept in almost an entire day, I am due to be in at work at 9:00 AM. I lost 30 bucks at the ( Read more... )