dear all of the men who read this,

do you have a secret radar system in your brain that goes off when a woman becomes single? because, seriously, it really seems to be the only explanation.

i wrote this when i was wasted (i can hardly read the original). i wrote this when i was in europe, i don't know in what country, i'm guessing holland. i wrote this to justify my forty-five day wine binge that only stopped because dino caught a cold in berlin and was giving me the evil eye for wanting to drink gas-station bought wine in our hostel ( Read more... )

apparently, my life is a movie.

"how long have you smoked for?"
"since i was seventeen."
"well, i think you should quit."
"i know."

if there is one good thing that has come out of this break up is that now i can smoke freely at my father's house. pretty great.

click to watch this because it's thursday night and i've drank a bottle of wine and it's the sexiest video i've seen in a really long time. it drives me wild (even though he got rid of his beard).


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over the past few months, i have been thinking a lot about Letting Go. i'm going to try to be as general (vague) as possible here, but i have so many thoughts and so much confusion about the topic that i just have to write down here. specifically here, because you all have known me for so much longer than most of the people i currently associate ( Read more... )

dedicated to today's driving hang out, alternately titled "i do not care for the winter sun", which was a reoccurring problem ( Read more... )

fuck.

you know what just fucking kills me? nostalgia.

autumn/winter is always the time of year that really gets to me. i am constantly thinking about some really, really special memories that simultaneously make my heart melt and make me want to die.

i've recently come to the conclusion that all women everywhere should go on strike -- we should refuse to have sex with any man until some scientist person invents a form of hormonal or long-term birth control option for men ( Read more... )

sorry, in advance, for probably way too personal ramblings. this is just my current thought fixation lately ( Read more... )