it might be a tad pathetic to dedicate an entire entry to a dog ( Read more... )

do you ever just sit and think about all the possibilities your life could've taken? i wonder all the time what things would be like if i acted on my instincts, if i spoke up instead of let things roll by, if i stood my ground, if i didn't care so much about it all. that whole 'each day isn't guaranteed' thing really never meant too much to me ( Read more... )

i just don't know what to do with myself lately ( Read more... )

i hope everyone had an enjoyable thanksgiving...mine was mixed between homework and, what else, food. my entire notebook is due wednesday in "death & dying" and an entire semester's worth of work is supposed to be inside of it. i have all of the main work done, but we have these random assignments like visiting a cemetery, planning our funeral, ( Read more... )

you know that feeling of apprehension you used to get when people asked you if you were gay? well, maybe not. i felt it all through high school and until recently, often in college. you lose it after a while...whether you've just become so accustomed to living your life or you make a conscious effort to not think about it...you lose it. it seems to ( Read more... )

alright, so the gun-ho mentality i had in my last entry was, unfortunately, short lived. i came to the realization (thanks in large part to my sister) that it's just not feasible for me to move into that kind of apartment RIGHT NOW. i'd be paying rent, cable, electric, a phone bill and car insurance. $8 an hour? yeah, not happening. i mean, i have ( Read more... )

wow, what a difference a month makes. a month ago i could barely bend down to pet my dog, and felt ridiculously unhappy and now i'm back at the gym and full of life ( Read more... )

i've been working in customer service oriented jobs for about four years now, and it still amazes me how ridiculous people are. maybe it's because i've only worked in america and we're that way by nature, or maybe it's just florida is overrun with morons. probably a mixture of both ( Read more... )

one would assume after working 4 to 11 that you would crash face first onto your bed in preparation for driving to school at 7:30 in the morning. Yet, this is what I managed to accomplish when I walked in the door until about 12:40 a.m ( Read more... )

"I know as soon as we talk, you'll act as if nothing is wrong. Then, after things have been fine for several months, we'll be back in the same place."

From an entry I posted in June 2006...

and nothing's changed.