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Mar 18, 2004 23:23

im having a bad night for some reason. its all been good but.... i dont know i dont really get depressed but for some odd reason tonight i am. it sucks. ive been trying to stay happy and seem happy but i feel like im used and abused. i feel like i need to disappear and hide from everything that is around me. i know that, that doesnt solve n e ( Read more... )

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blindjinx March 19 2004, 00:42:45 UTC
well kid .... sadly, thats how i feel like everyday. yea, i'm thinking of dying my whole head some weird color. maybe red .... a crimson red. haha.

well ... if you ever wanna talk ... i'm here. minus god, i think we'd have a lot to talk about. ::sigh:: i miss my car. i loved just going on drives. pointless drives. and talking. fun.

cuz i talk to myself a lot. hah. keep your head up kid, i know you'll make it through.

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hey sweetie sandiablo March 19 2004, 08:17:37 UTC
im sorry yer having a bad night...u know im always here all you have to do is call....i realize i was at work last night but still...just a phone call away...i hope you feel better soon, and if you need someone im right here...always....love you sweetie...take care and ill talk to you soon..ill call you on my weekend(probably monday night)...i start my 12 hour shifts today so im pretty beat right now and wont have any free time until my weekend off...but keep yer head up, everything will be ok...i promise....i know how you feel but it will get better...lots of love and hugs
crystal

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skin_like_wintr March 19 2004, 13:04:46 UTC
Oh dear Ryan all will come in time. The woman God has chosen for you is going to surpass anything and everything you could imagen. You deserve the greatest things this world has to offer and I'm possitive that this pain will soon pass and your future will be brighter than ever before. You have a beautiful heart and your good nature will endure no matter what. I'm sorry you are going through defficult times and I'm honored to be going through them with you. <3

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