well, clue is officially over, and its quite bittersweet. im gonna miss being with everyone,yet i have a feeling ill be seeing them a lot still...i mean, if you think about it ive made all my best friends during plays
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everything im doing, everything im thinking, worrying about... all that is nothing, trivial. i am safe and warm and dry and i know where my loved ones are and that they are safe. that is all that matters.
dude, okay....so im sitting in keefe's class zoning out (play, john, etc. etc..) and im thinking about how much i can't wait to pic up my pics from camp afterschool. so i get to longs and JUST MY LUCK the mother effin picture truck turned over on the freeway! no joke. what if going on in the world?!
i know i need to focus on what would make me happiest... and i know that having a boyfriend who is a)closer to my age and b)lives in windsor, would make me happy. so why is that i dont know how ill be able to handle not being with him? i wish he would come to the conclusion on his own that im not right for him. we arent right for each other. and
.....is dating someone two years younger than me terrible? im very confused right now. ive always known he was 15, it just didnt hit me until tonight. oh i need help!!!!!