[MULTICHAPTER] Baby Blue
Title: Baby Blue: Part 1: Chapter 1
Pairing: JunDa
Rating: NC-17 to be safe
Word Count: 1262
Disclaimer: I don't own anybody
Summary: It was only ever meant to be about sex...their relationship is just convenient, as long as it doesn't affect their friendship or their work there's no problem with it, right? But just how long can they carry on that way?
AN: This is my first attempt at a multichapter fic, so I don't know how well it's going to work out. The plan is to split it into a few parts, each with it's own reasonably short chapters (somewhere round about 20 for the first part I think) so that if I do get bored of writing it, or if everyone gets bored of reading it, there'll be easy places to stop at.
Warning: This first part will probably be very much centered around sex, so I'm sorry to those not into smut - there will be some angst/romance thrown in there too though.
March 28th 2012
It’s still cold in Hokkaido this time of year, the nights in particular have that extra nip to them. Luckily for the members of KAT-TUN, they arrived in Hokkaido a day or two earlier than necessary, even considering how many rehearsals Kame was insisting they fit in this year, meaning they could enjoy their rare night of on-tour freedom. After soaking for a while in the hot baths, they headed back to the hotel to relax and take advantage of the all-inclusive bar offered to them.
“It’s stupid I know, but I just have a bad feeling about this tour” Ueda whined.
“What? What’s wrong? Did something happen Tacchan?” Kame butted in, though it was hard to tell if it was in concern for his band mate, or the idea that something could possibly go wrong the tour.
“It’s nothing” Maru answered wearily “He’s just being paranoid...I already told you Ueda, it’s just because you broke your toe last time, you’re worried for no reason”.
Ueda glared at him “I know that, baka. I’m not implying I have psychic powers or anything...I just don’t like being worried...”
Taguchi suddenly got up, making his way to stand behind Ueda, he wrapped his arms loosely around the older man’s neck “You just want some comfort, ne Uepi?”
“Get off me freak”, Ueda answered as he stood abruptly, pushing his band mate away. “How much have you had to drink anyway?”
Taguchi just laughed under the scrutiny of his friends “I’m not drunk, I’m just happy! We don’t get to do this often enough, just hang out and relax” his band mates just looked on in silence “but you know that I would be there for you right, Uepi, whatever you need...”
It was Koki who snorted then “Seriously Taguchi, you’re still hung up on that? Just ‘cos he called you cold once...” the others caught on and began laughing too, though quickly the joke was dismissed and they all returned to their drinks.
Taguchi put on his trademark smile and joined in the drinking, though inside he felt a little heavier. He’d always thought he was a good friend, he was always ready to smile and laugh and say stupid jokes or do stupid things, anything to make his friends laugh, especially when they were already feeling down. Somehow that had never really worked with an unsettled Ueda though, maybe he really was just too KY to understand what Ueda needed when he was down. All the same he had promised himself when he first read that interview that he would pay extra attention to the other man, to try and always give him what he needed, be a proper friend.
It was only a few hours later when the five tipsy men were ready to turn in for the night, that they learned of the screw-up with the rooms. There weren’t enough rooms for them all to have separate rooms, even after the juniors had offered to squish themselves in together. As always, arguments such as these should be settled with Janken, and so after a few rounds and rematches, everyone resigned themselves to the sleeping arrangements. Kame would share a room with Makino Koji, their on tour drummer, while Maru and Koki would share a room and Ueda and Taguchi would share.
“Just keep quiet and don’t get in my way alright?” Ueda snapped as he walked into the room behind Taguchi.
“It’s not my fault Uepi, don’t take it out on me...” Taguchi replied, dejected, as he sat down on his bed.
Ueda’s face softened a little “I’m sorry ok? I know it’s not your fault, if it’s anyone’s then it’s Kame’s for insisting we come straight here after Nagano, or the hotel’s...it’s not like they didn’t know we were coming anyway...we’re just a little early is all”
“It’ll be fine from the 30th, they kept our original bookings for then...” Taguchi tired to appease him.
“Yeah I know, I just...I like my space is all...”
“Well, I’ll just keep out of your way ok?
Ueda just nodded and gathered his toothbrush and toothpaste before heading into their en-suite bathroom. It wasn’t that he had anything against the other man, he just didn’t like being away from home, he didn’t like sleeping in hotel rooms or sharing rooms with other people, and everything added up, he just felt irritable. It didn’t help any that he’d had maybe a little too much to drink, and while he seemed unaffected, his head was spinning just a little, his limbs too heavy and his skin seemingly too sensitive in his clothes, but sleeping naked seemed out of the question now. He sighed before readying himself for bed and slipping back into the room and under the sheets of his own single bed.
Taguchi then went to ready himself, switching out the light when he returned and climbing under the sheets. He was unable to sleep though, his slightly foggy mind filled with the man laying only a few meters away, he didn’t know why but he wanted so badly for this to be his chance to show Ueda he could be whatever he wanted, that he could be a good friend, and know what the right thing to do depending on his mood was.
Ueda was fairing no better with sleep, he lay awake, uncomfortable in his surroundings and in his own head, his body feeling strange to him, he knew it was just the unfamiliar place and situation, but it didn’t help him find comfort at all. He had ways of helping himself fall asleep when his mind was restless like this, but that involved finding something more powerful for his mind to focus on, powerful feelings he could distract himself with, things he could do to his body...but no there was no chance of that with Taguchi in the room. He convinced himself he could try to be subtle about it once the other was asleep, but he could tell the other was still as wide awake as he was, and he couldn’t exactly slip off to the bathroom either, the walls so thin that Taguchi could probably hear any sound he made anyway.
He found himself hardening at the thought of it, the desire to complete the task now physical in addition to it as a means to sleep. He rolled to face the wall, away from Taguchi and slowly trailed his hand down to press against the heat in his boxers. He could feel his blood heating up, hear it pounding in his ears, and he suppressed a gasp as he began to move his wrist, but the skin of his arm rubbing against the almost plastic sheets with each stroke sounded far too loud in the quiet room, and he had to force himself into stillness when he heard the creak from Taguchi’s bed as he moved.
He knew his attempts were futile, he wouldn’t be able to take this any further without somehow alerting the other man to his inappropriate actions. He rolled onto his back, ashamed of himself for his inability to control his desires, and embarrassed by how little it took for those desires to become so strong, still, he found himself now exponentially more uncomfortable, still unable to sleep, and now achingly aroused.
He turned his head to the side to mentally curse the other man for his presence, when a crazy idea hit him, what had his words been earlier “whatever you need...” well it was certainly true he had needs...
Chapter 2
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Well that's chapter 1, I'm not too keen on it, everything seems kind of forced and unnatural but it's main purpose is really as an introduction chapter, so I figured that wouldn't matter too much. Please do let me know what you think and if you'd be interested in reading more of it.
Pairing: JunDa
Rating: NC-17 to be safe
Word Count: 1262
Disclaimer: I don't own anybody
Summary: It was only ever meant to be about sex...their relationship is just convenient, as long as it doesn't affect their friendship or their work there's no problem with it, right? But just how long can they carry on that way?
AN: This is my first attempt at a multichapter fic, so I don't know how well it's going to work out. The plan is to split it into a few parts, each with it's own reasonably short chapters (somewhere round about 20 for the first part I think) so that if I do get bored of writing it, or if everyone gets bored of reading it, there'll be easy places to stop at.
Warning: This first part will probably be very much centered around sex, so I'm sorry to those not into smut - there will be some angst/romance thrown in there too though.
March 28th 2012
It’s still cold in Hokkaido this time of year, the nights in particular have that extra nip to them. Luckily for the members of KAT-TUN, they arrived in Hokkaido a day or two earlier than necessary, even considering how many rehearsals Kame was insisting they fit in this year, meaning they could enjoy their rare night of on-tour freedom. After soaking for a while in the hot baths, they headed back to the hotel to relax and take advantage of the all-inclusive bar offered to them.
“It’s stupid I know, but I just have a bad feeling about this tour” Ueda whined.
“What? What’s wrong? Did something happen Tacchan?” Kame butted in, though it was hard to tell if it was in concern for his band mate, or the idea that something could possibly go wrong the tour.
“It’s nothing” Maru answered wearily “He’s just being paranoid...I already told you Ueda, it’s just because you broke your toe last time, you’re worried for no reason”.
Ueda glared at him “I know that, baka. I’m not implying I have psychic powers or anything...I just don’t like being worried...”
Taguchi suddenly got up, making his way to stand behind Ueda, he wrapped his arms loosely around the older man’s neck “You just want some comfort, ne Uepi?”
“Get off me freak”, Ueda answered as he stood abruptly, pushing his band mate away. “How much have you had to drink anyway?”
Taguchi just laughed under the scrutiny of his friends “I’m not drunk, I’m just happy! We don’t get to do this often enough, just hang out and relax” his band mates just looked on in silence “but you know that I would be there for you right, Uepi, whatever you need...”
It was Koki who snorted then “Seriously Taguchi, you’re still hung up on that? Just ‘cos he called you cold once...” the others caught on and began laughing too, though quickly the joke was dismissed and they all returned to their drinks.
Taguchi put on his trademark smile and joined in the drinking, though inside he felt a little heavier. He’d always thought he was a good friend, he was always ready to smile and laugh and say stupid jokes or do stupid things, anything to make his friends laugh, especially when they were already feeling down. Somehow that had never really worked with an unsettled Ueda though, maybe he really was just too KY to understand what Ueda needed when he was down. All the same he had promised himself when he first read that interview that he would pay extra attention to the other man, to try and always give him what he needed, be a proper friend.
It was only a few hours later when the five tipsy men were ready to turn in for the night, that they learned of the screw-up with the rooms. There weren’t enough rooms for them all to have separate rooms, even after the juniors had offered to squish themselves in together. As always, arguments such as these should be settled with Janken, and so after a few rounds and rematches, everyone resigned themselves to the sleeping arrangements. Kame would share a room with Makino Koji, their on tour drummer, while Maru and Koki would share a room and Ueda and Taguchi would share.
“Just keep quiet and don’t get in my way alright?” Ueda snapped as he walked into the room behind Taguchi.
“It’s not my fault Uepi, don’t take it out on me...” Taguchi replied, dejected, as he sat down on his bed.
Ueda’s face softened a little “I’m sorry ok? I know it’s not your fault, if it’s anyone’s then it’s Kame’s for insisting we come straight here after Nagano, or the hotel’s...it’s not like they didn’t know we were coming anyway...we’re just a little early is all”
“It’ll be fine from the 30th, they kept our original bookings for then...” Taguchi tired to appease him.
“Yeah I know, I just...I like my space is all...”
“Well, I’ll just keep out of your way ok?
Ueda just nodded and gathered his toothbrush and toothpaste before heading into their en-suite bathroom. It wasn’t that he had anything against the other man, he just didn’t like being away from home, he didn’t like sleeping in hotel rooms or sharing rooms with other people, and everything added up, he just felt irritable. It didn’t help any that he’d had maybe a little too much to drink, and while he seemed unaffected, his head was spinning just a little, his limbs too heavy and his skin seemingly too sensitive in his clothes, but sleeping naked seemed out of the question now. He sighed before readying himself for bed and slipping back into the room and under the sheets of his own single bed.
Taguchi then went to ready himself, switching out the light when he returned and climbing under the sheets. He was unable to sleep though, his slightly foggy mind filled with the man laying only a few meters away, he didn’t know why but he wanted so badly for this to be his chance to show Ueda he could be whatever he wanted, that he could be a good friend, and know what the right thing to do depending on his mood was.
Ueda was fairing no better with sleep, he lay awake, uncomfortable in his surroundings and in his own head, his body feeling strange to him, he knew it was just the unfamiliar place and situation, but it didn’t help him find comfort at all. He had ways of helping himself fall asleep when his mind was restless like this, but that involved finding something more powerful for his mind to focus on, powerful feelings he could distract himself with, things he could do to his body...but no there was no chance of that with Taguchi in the room. He convinced himself he could try to be subtle about it once the other was asleep, but he could tell the other was still as wide awake as he was, and he couldn’t exactly slip off to the bathroom either, the walls so thin that Taguchi could probably hear any sound he made anyway.
He found himself hardening at the thought of it, the desire to complete the task now physical in addition to it as a means to sleep. He rolled to face the wall, away from Taguchi and slowly trailed his hand down to press against the heat in his boxers. He could feel his blood heating up, hear it pounding in his ears, and he suppressed a gasp as he began to move his wrist, but the skin of his arm rubbing against the almost plastic sheets with each stroke sounded far too loud in the quiet room, and he had to force himself into stillness when he heard the creak from Taguchi’s bed as he moved.
He knew his attempts were futile, he wouldn’t be able to take this any further without somehow alerting the other man to his inappropriate actions. He rolled onto his back, ashamed of himself for his inability to control his desires, and embarrassed by how little it took for those desires to become so strong, still, he found himself now exponentially more uncomfortable, still unable to sleep, and now achingly aroused.
He turned his head to the side to mentally curse the other man for his presence, when a crazy idea hit him, what had his words been earlier “whatever you need...” well it was certainly true he had needs...
Chapter 2
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Well that's chapter 1, I'm not too keen on it, everything seems kind of forced and unnatural but it's main purpose is really as an introduction chapter, so I figured that wouldn't matter too much. Please do let me know what you think and if you'd be interested in reading more of it.