[multi-part] Starting Things: It Started With A Confession

Aug 20, 2012 20:51

Title: Starting Things: It Started With A Confession
Pairing: KameRyo
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 2660
Disclaimer: I don't own anyone or anything
Summary: It started with a confession, one that came 6 years too late.
A/N: Written for yukitsubute for the Fund-Raising Project for the Habagat Victims. As requested, this is the first part in a multi-part sequel to ' It Started With A Kiss'.



It started with a confession, one that came 6 years too late.

“Ryo wait” Kame moaned, hands pushing gently against Ryo’s shoulder. “I need to know first…that kiss…”

“I meant to do it” Ryo replied, resuming his kisses across Kame’s jaw, but Kame’s hands were still pushing him back. He stopped his actions, focusing completely on the man beneath him, the way his brow furrowed cutely in confusion, his lips pouty. “I mean I didn’t plan to do it…I was just so happy and I got swept up in the moment and I just did it.”

He leaned in to kiss Kame again, but Kame’s words this time halted him “Did you like me?”

He took a moment for his head to clear again “Yes, I don’t think I was fully aware of it until that moment, but I think that I did…”

“Then why did you lie?”

Ryo exhaled slowly, flopping down to the side of Kame on, well he didn’t know exactly whose bed they were on, though he had a vague idea they were in one of the juniors’ houses. “I was scared, the way you looked at me…I was worried about your reaction…”

Kame’s face fell a little “Well I was happy about it…”

“Then why did you laugh at me?”

“I didn’t laugh”

Ryo leaned up on his elbow, mouth gaping a little “Yes you did…that laugh has been haunting me for 6 years, so don’t even try to deny it”

Kame laughed again, only not the mocking laugh from before, it was something sweet, doting. “I’m sorry if I laughed “I was embarrassed, and you know me, I was too proud to admit I’d liked it when you said it was a mistake.”

“Hey wait a second…” Ryo said slyly, a smile creeping back onto his face “If you liked it that much…then does that mean you liked me too?”

Kame’s cheeks were a little red, though Ryo couldn’t be entirely sure if that was from embarrassment, or if they were just flushed from the amount of alcohol he’d drunk. “I think I’ve liked you ever since.”

A swell if happiness rose through Ryo’s chest and he pressed his lips hard against Kame’s “You idiot, why didn’t you say something…I’ve liked you all this time too”

“How was I supposed to know?” Kame chuckled as Ryo continued to press hard kisses against his lips. “Idiot”.

They both laughed and Ryo was about to pull Kame to him, to pick up where they left off just a few minutes ago, but the slight drunkenness to Kame’s laugh had him hesitating. “I don’t think we should do this right now…”

Kame pouted “But we like each other don’t we?”

Ryo nodded “But, you’re drunk…”

Kame snorted “I’m not too drunk to know what I’m doing…”

“I know” Ryo reasoned “But still…we’ve waited 6 years for this, a few more weeks won’t hurt. I’ve done this before with more people than I can count…but I care about you…I want us to have a relationship first, to talk and make sure this is what we want…”

Kame laughed, but his expression showed he was pleasantly surprised. “You know you’re kind of gay…”

Ryo smiled “It would be a bit of a problem if I wasn’t…”

~~~

Ryo was quickly learning that this relationship was harder than he’d imagined. Over the next few weeks he was working mostly in Osaka, and since Kame was busy filming in Tokyo, they only managed to see each other a handful of times and even then it was only at the Jimusho. He made sure to call when he had the time though, after 6 years of wanting this he wasn’t going to give up so easily.

“Hey you” Kame said, smile in his voice as he answered the phone. “What are you doing tomorrow?”

Ryo had to check his schedule ”Hhhm, bangumi filming until lunch time then just a little meeting with my manager…why? You’re working aren’t you?”

He smiled at the delight in Kame’s chuckle “Not in the evening. I still have baseball stuff until the afternoon but the movie filming got cancelled since one of the sets got damaged with rain…It’ll mean extra work next week, but I’ll have tomorrow evening free…”

Ryo exhaled sharply “I can be in Tokyo by…probably 4pm.”

“Let me know when you’re on the train and if I’m finished I’ll pick you up from the station.”

“I can’t wait” Ryo replied eagerly and he meant it too.

“Sweet dreams Ryo-chan” Kame replied smugly before hanging up and Ryo knew right then he wouldn’t be getting any sleep at all.

~~~

It had felt like 4pm would never come, but there he was, just a little after the proposed time, and Kame rushing forward to meet him, a quick friendly hug for the sake of the public and then he was leading him back to his fancy sports car.

The drive didn’t take too long but Ryo’s feet were tapping nervously the whole way, his legs beginning to shake when Kame’s hand found his.

He never been to Kame’s house before, not this one at least, but he was surprised with how bright and clean and beautiful it was.

“I’ll give you the tour later…but first I’d like to show you the bedroom.” Kame smirked at him, taking his hand again and leading him off down a hallway.

Kame’s bedroom was huge, the bed occupying a large proportion of it was covered with crisp white silk sheets, and the whole room smelt like fresh flowers.

“Wow” Ryo almost gaped, looking around.

Kame’s eyes were alight with excitement “I finally get you in my bedroom and you’re only interested in the décor?”

Ryo laughed and turned his attention back to Kame “It’s not as beautiful as you”

Kame wrapped his arms around Ryo’s waist, drawing him closer “That’s more like it…” and when Ryo let out a shaky sigh he giggled “You’re not nervous are you?”

He could feel his cheeks heating up, but he shook his head anyway, laughing a little breathlessly, until Kame’s lips closed over his.

“I love you Ryo-chan” Kame whispered between kisses, and Ryo’s grip tightened in Kame’s shirt.

“I love you too”.

He couldn’t say who made the first steps towards the bed, but he pushed gently down onto it, Kame’s hands already sneaking under his shirt as Kame climbed over him, legs either side of Ryo’s hips.

He couldn’t help a slight groan, but then Kame was leaning down, swallowing the rest of his noises in kisses.

He was surprised at how slowly Kame was moving, he’d always imagined Kame being an animal in the bedroom, and one much faster than his name suggested. But his clothes came off slowly, Kame taking the time to shower kisses over each new patch of skin he revealed, and by the time his boxers came off, Ryo was achingly hard.

“Please” he begged as Kame trailed warm, wet lips along his length. “Please, oh fuck, please.”

The chuckle that left Kame’s lips was breathless, and he licked just once, teasingly, before moving back to remove all of his own clothes in one go.

Ryo had spent, he didn’t know exactly how long, but it was a lot of time over the years, imagining Kame’s naked body, and now, presented with it, hard and ready for him, he almost lost it.

He sat up, pulling Kame closer by the hips, running his hands over milky skin that was softer than any girl’s. He savoured the look in Kame’s eyes, like smouldering fire, as he slid his hand down, fingers ghosting over his solid arousal.

“Ryo” Kame moaned, slapping away his hand, but then his face lit up in a cheeky grin as he pushed Ryo back down onto the bed, climbing atop him once more.

It felt like fire when their skin connected, burning white where Kame ground their hips together, his voice coming out in pants against Ryo’s throat.

His hand found Kame’s hair, pulling his head up to find those sinful lips, nipping and sucking at them as Kame’s pitch got higher.

And then Kame was pulling away, hand reaching under his pillow to pull out the necessaries and Ryo heaved a desperate sigh of relief, feeling like he’d never needed Kame so badly.  He also needed to kiss him more, to feel Kame’s skilled tongue working against his own, and he groaned when Kame answered his silent plea as he lay down beside Ryo.

He shuddered under Kame’s palm as it trailed feather-light touches down his chest, closing around his erection and stroking once, twice and then letting go and moving further down, further back.

Ryo bolted up, gripping onto Kame’s arm as their startled expressions met, Kame’s eyebrows furrowed just a little in confusion. “Wait…no, I’m not…I don’t…”

He knew his cheeks were flushing, Kame’s were a little too, but then he was sitting up, facing Ryo and Ryo gulped. “You don’t want to…?” Kame asked, a little hurt.

“I do…I really, really do…but…I’ve never been with another man, and I’m just…not comfortable with…with…”

“With being the bottom?” Kame finished for him, and when he nodded Kame’s lips fell into a pout “But I’m not a bottom either…”

“What?” Ryo asked startled, he’d always just assumed that Kame, being rather more feminine in his tendencies would automatically be the more submissive kind.

“Why does everyone think I am…do I have some kind of sign on my forehead that says ‘Do me up the ass or something?’”

Ryo didn’t know how to respond, and in all honestly he felt a little guilty for just assuming. “Hey, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to offend you…I just…thought...”

Kame shrugged, disappointment on his face as he flopped down to the bed “Well this is an…interesting scenario.”

Ryo felt a sudden stab of fear, after waiting so long for him, he did not want to lose Kame now, not over this. “It’s ok…we’ll…we can find something that works…a compromise.”

Kame’s eyes were a little sad, but there was hope in his voice “You think so?”

“Of course” Ryo smiled, leaning down to kiss away the sadness on his face “I told you already, I love you Kazuya...we’ll find a way to make it work…”. Kame bit his lip in an attempt to keep from smiling, but it only made him look cuter and Ryo chuckled, breaking out into his own grin “What did I ever do without you?” and he leaned down to lock their lips together again.

“You’re actually a really sweet guy” Kame murmured against his lips, and Ryo was about to retort when his stomach gave a loud grumble that caused them both to laugh. “Do you want to get something to eat now?”

He considered lying for just a moment, but he knew that the moment was gone anyway “Sure, let’s go find something.”

They rolled opposite ways and climbed off the bed, dressing in only their boxers before heading out into the kitchen where Kame reeled off a long list of dishes he could make them.

~~~

After their meal, which was eaten without ceremony, still dressed only in their underwear in front of the TV, Kame insisted on washing and putting away all of the pots before reclining once again on the sofa.

They sat for a little while, Kame leaning back against Ryo as Ryo’s fingers combed through his hair, and then he turned to look up at Ryo “You know…I got some new bath oil the other day, if you wanted, we could…take a bath together.”

He couldn’t tell if Kame’s tone was implying the same thing his own mind was, but with his earlier arousal starting to trickle along his veins, he was eager for any kind of contact. “Yeah…that’d be nice.”

Kame’s smile was still warm, unreadable as he flicked off the TV, taking Ryo by the hand to lead him to the bathroom.

Ryo gasped, it was more luxurious looking than any hotel bathroom he’d seen, the walls and floor tiled in cream and black marble. The shower was huge, taking up most of one wall, and the bath that occupied the opposite corner was beautiful, not as large as he would have expected, but larger than his own.

Kame laughed a little and pushed past him, moving to fill the tub with hot water. When the taps were going he poured a few drops of oil into the water and then moved to the light switches, playing around with dials until the lighting was low and romantic.

“Wow” was all Ryo could say as he glanced around the room, eyes landing on Kame as he sauntered closer, fingers playing teasing with the waistband of his boxers. “You’re going to be really disappointed when you come over to my place…”

But Kame just laughed, shaking his head as he closed the distance between them, gentle nips across his bottom lip “I won’t be disappointed so long as you’re there, as for everything else…we’ll find a way to make it work.”

He could feel Kame hardening against him as their lips slid together, Kame’s tongue pushing it’s way into his mouth and he couldn’t help the surprised moan that vibrated through his throat.

His hands wound around Kame, pulling him closer and gripping into his flesh, shaking with the urge to tug off the clothing between them. But then Kame beat him to it, pushing his own boxers down to the floor before repeating the action on Ryo and sliding a hand between them to stroke them together.

Ryo’s body jerked, and he groaned louder, nails biting into Kame’s hips, even as his own bucked against Kame’s hand. And then he was being pushed back into Kame’s bathroom counter and Kame’s hand snuck into one of the drawers, returning with a bottle of baby oil.

They whimpered in unison as Kame released them, breaking their kiss as he poured a decent amount of baby oil into his hand, and then it was back, smoother and slicker, massaging the oil into them both, rubbing the excess across their stomachs before trailing the hand away to Ryo’s hips, pulling them together.

He couldn’t have stopped his hips from thrusting if his life depended on it, but if the feel of Kame pushing back against him was anything to go by, Kame couldn’t either.

“Is this ok for you?” Kame half moaned, half whispered into his ear, but all Ryo could do was nod and moan, one hand clawing desperately at Kame’s hip as the other slid up to his hair, pulling him back to his mouth in urgent kisses.

He was certain he couldn’t hold on long, but with every fibre of his being he strained to last, his breath choking out against Kame’s tongue with the force of the rising pressure. Until eventually Kame’s grip tightened, his whole body going rigid as the hard flesh pulsed against Ryo’s, warm fluid trickling over the tip of his cock, and he had to let go.

Ryo almost screamed as his release hit him, the pleasure burning into him from all directions, singeing his nerves until he could do nothing but slump forward against the man holding him.

Kame held him just a little longer, rubbing soothing circles across his back as they tried to calm their breathing. And then Kame stood him up, fixing an earnest expression on him as he rubbed his arms gently “Are you ok?”

Ryo’s face broke into a breathless grin “You’re incredible.” And he pulled Kame back to him, placing a hard kiss onto his smiling lips, until Kame managed to wriggle his way out of his hold.

“The bath…” he chuckled, and went over to switch off the taps. “Well that was good timing.” And with a cheeky grin he slid straight in, shuffling into the corner to make room for Ryo.
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Firstly...I'm really sorry this took so long to write >_< I've had all the ideas in my head for a while but it just took longer than expected to get them down in words. I hope this is ok as a first part, I haven't decided how many parts there will be in total yet...

group: kat-tun, rating: nc-17, member: nishikido ryo, genre: romance, genre: fluff, group: kanjani8, genre: smut, length: multi-part, member: kamenashi kazuya

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