[multichapter] baby blue chapter 5
Title: Baby Blue: Part 1: Chapter 5
Pairing: JunDa
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 1196
Disclaimer: I don't own anybody
Summary: It was only ever meant to be about sex...their relationship is just convenient, as long as it doesn't affect their friendship or their work there's no problem with it, right? But just how long can they carry on that way?
March 30th 2012
After a good night’s sleep, Kame seemed to be back to his usual self, pacing around the room mumbling to himself about the changes they had decided on the previous day. Taguchi continued getting ready and then the two of them went to meet the others in the lobby.
“You ok?” Taguchi asked, a little concerned when he saw Ueda wearing his sunglasses inside again.
Ueda nodded but his smile was something forced as he said “Had trouble sleeping, Makino really does snore.” Taguchi laughed a little, but couldn’t help feel a little sour at Kame for forcing them to switch rooms. He’d been thinking about his previous night with Ueda, and though he tried hard to deny it to himself, he really wanted to do it again. It wasn’t that he liked Ueda in that way, but somehow he couldn’t imagine it would seem so right with any other man, maybe it was just that they shared a comfortable friendship, it wasn’t like they were best friends, but they weren’t uncomfortable with being in each others personal space either. And it wasn’t like he was actually gay or anything, he hadn’t even had any desire to explore his own body in that way, but he had been pleasantly surprised at how intense it had felt, a feeling he definitely wanted to explore more. He was pulled suddenly out of his thoughts by Kame, clicking his fingers in front of his face.
“Wake up Taguchi, we’re ready to leave”
He shook the remaining thoughts from his mind and boarded the bus with the other members, trying to focus solely on the concert they were to perform in only a few hours.
As expected, the concert went to plan and after everyone had showered and changed into their own clothes again, they headed out to a restaurant to celebrate before going back to the hotel to turn in. For the next two nights they would have their own rooms as planned and Ueda felt a weight lifted from him as he walked into his own quiet room, alone. He slowly readied himself for bed, feeling a little more relaxed to have his own space, then climbed under the covers to sleep.
He was rather annoyed to find that half an hour later he was still wide awake, though he was a little comforted that he would now have the freedom to use his usual method of encouraging sleep. He smiled into the darkness and moved a hand slowly down his chest, enjoying the feel of his own muscles contracting in anticipation, and then exhaling quietly when the hand reached its destination. He reached into his boxers and stroked himself slowly a few times, bringing himself to full attention before altering his grip just the way he likes, and squeezing a little on each upstroke as he set a steady rhythm for himself.
He closed his eyes and dragged up memories to aid him, photos of gravure models in bikinis, high pitched wails of the girls in those higher rated movies he liked to watch sometimes, the irregular pressure of tight walls clamping down on him as the other man came. His eyes shot open and his hand stilled, he was sure that only popped into his head because it was the most recent physical experience he had to draw on, and ok, he reluctantly admitted, one of the best. It was definitely more intense physically than sex with a girl was, but of course that was likely the extra tightness, the extra heat, the way he felt squeezed from every angle, so many bumps and ridges soft but strong pressing into him. His hand began moving again before he gave it permission to and he had to suppress a moan. His mind continued to focus on those memories, but the feeling provided by his hand couldn’t compare, couldn’t replicate it no matter how lost in the thoughts he was.
He forced himself to still again, considering his options...sure he could continue, maybe even get out some moisturizer, the slickness might add to the feeling...or there was that other option, the one he knew he wanted to take despite everything inside his head screaming that it was a bad idea. But Taguchi had said he was willing, said he had wanted to even...and they were responsible adults, as long as it didn’t mean anything, it was just to help him sleep while he was away from home in such an unfamiliar place.
He got out of bed and pulled on some sweats before sneaking as quietly as he could along the hall, his heart was hammering in a mix of anticipation, excitement and fear of being caught. When he reached Taguchi’s door he paused, not knowing the correct etiquette for this kind of thing, should he knock? Should he have mailed the other man first to check that he’s even awake still? He leaned back against the wall considering his next move, his rationality returning as his arousal faded, telling him he should maybe just go back to bed after all.
Before he had chance to make a decision the door next to him opened and he found himself face to face with a surprised looking Taguchi, he felt a blush rising in his cheeks which wasn’t helped when Taguchi’s face transformed into a knowing smirk.
“Having trouble sleeping?”
“Shut up baka, you want it just as bad.” He replied, but the darkening red of his cheeks spoiled the force of it.
“Come on in” the taller man replied, stepping back to allow Ueda in. “You really should go back to your own room later though...Kame would have a cow if he found us together again”
“What’s his deal anyway, it’s not like it affects him in any way...”
“I don’t know, last night he was being all sad and cryptic, saying stuff like ‘Trust me, it won’t work between you, you’ll just end up getting hurt and we’ll all end up paying for it’, something along those lines anyway...”
Ueda turned to him quickly, eyes cautious “It’s not like it’s a relationship though, right? You said it could be no strings attached.”
Taguchi laughed at his panic “Of course, but I wasn’t exactly going to tell Kame about the little proposition was I? And besides you’d already politely turned me down at that point...I didn’t expect you to come crawling back” he teased.
“Yeah, well it’s not you, just so you know that...it doesn’t mean I like you or anything, it’s just convenient while we’re on tour...you know” he shot back a little hastily.
The younger man seemed un-phased though, he simply raised his eyebrows “Then for the duration of the tour?” Ueda nodded with finality.
“After the tour, it stops ok?” Taguchi smiled and nodded in agreement, pleased that at least for the next few weeks he would get to experiment with this new found feeling. He paused and then looked around, noticing the now awkward silence.
Ueda had noticed it too. “So...ano...how do we...” he paused to exhale sharply “this was a lot more straightforward when I was drunk and horny...”
Chapter 4 | Chapter 6
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So there's chapter 5...there should be a little less angst for the next couple!
Pairing: JunDa
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 1196
Disclaimer: I don't own anybody
Summary: It was only ever meant to be about sex...their relationship is just convenient, as long as it doesn't affect their friendship or their work there's no problem with it, right? But just how long can they carry on that way?
March 30th 2012
After a good night’s sleep, Kame seemed to be back to his usual self, pacing around the room mumbling to himself about the changes they had decided on the previous day. Taguchi continued getting ready and then the two of them went to meet the others in the lobby.
“You ok?” Taguchi asked, a little concerned when he saw Ueda wearing his sunglasses inside again.
Ueda nodded but his smile was something forced as he said “Had trouble sleeping, Makino really does snore.” Taguchi laughed a little, but couldn’t help feel a little sour at Kame for forcing them to switch rooms. He’d been thinking about his previous night with Ueda, and though he tried hard to deny it to himself, he really wanted to do it again. It wasn’t that he liked Ueda in that way, but somehow he couldn’t imagine it would seem so right with any other man, maybe it was just that they shared a comfortable friendship, it wasn’t like they were best friends, but they weren’t uncomfortable with being in each others personal space either. And it wasn’t like he was actually gay or anything, he hadn’t even had any desire to explore his own body in that way, but he had been pleasantly surprised at how intense it had felt, a feeling he definitely wanted to explore more. He was pulled suddenly out of his thoughts by Kame, clicking his fingers in front of his face.
“Wake up Taguchi, we’re ready to leave”
He shook the remaining thoughts from his mind and boarded the bus with the other members, trying to focus solely on the concert they were to perform in only a few hours.
As expected, the concert went to plan and after everyone had showered and changed into their own clothes again, they headed out to a restaurant to celebrate before going back to the hotel to turn in. For the next two nights they would have their own rooms as planned and Ueda felt a weight lifted from him as he walked into his own quiet room, alone. He slowly readied himself for bed, feeling a little more relaxed to have his own space, then climbed under the covers to sleep.
He was rather annoyed to find that half an hour later he was still wide awake, though he was a little comforted that he would now have the freedom to use his usual method of encouraging sleep. He smiled into the darkness and moved a hand slowly down his chest, enjoying the feel of his own muscles contracting in anticipation, and then exhaling quietly when the hand reached its destination. He reached into his boxers and stroked himself slowly a few times, bringing himself to full attention before altering his grip just the way he likes, and squeezing a little on each upstroke as he set a steady rhythm for himself.
He closed his eyes and dragged up memories to aid him, photos of gravure models in bikinis, high pitched wails of the girls in those higher rated movies he liked to watch sometimes, the irregular pressure of tight walls clamping down on him as the other man came. His eyes shot open and his hand stilled, he was sure that only popped into his head because it was the most recent physical experience he had to draw on, and ok, he reluctantly admitted, one of the best. It was definitely more intense physically than sex with a girl was, but of course that was likely the extra tightness, the extra heat, the way he felt squeezed from every angle, so many bumps and ridges soft but strong pressing into him. His hand began moving again before he gave it permission to and he had to suppress a moan. His mind continued to focus on those memories, but the feeling provided by his hand couldn’t compare, couldn’t replicate it no matter how lost in the thoughts he was.
He forced himself to still again, considering his options...sure he could continue, maybe even get out some moisturizer, the slickness might add to the feeling...or there was that other option, the one he knew he wanted to take despite everything inside his head screaming that it was a bad idea. But Taguchi had said he was willing, said he had wanted to even...and they were responsible adults, as long as it didn’t mean anything, it was just to help him sleep while he was away from home in such an unfamiliar place.
He got out of bed and pulled on some sweats before sneaking as quietly as he could along the hall, his heart was hammering in a mix of anticipation, excitement and fear of being caught. When he reached Taguchi’s door he paused, not knowing the correct etiquette for this kind of thing, should he knock? Should he have mailed the other man first to check that he’s even awake still? He leaned back against the wall considering his next move, his rationality returning as his arousal faded, telling him he should maybe just go back to bed after all.
Before he had chance to make a decision the door next to him opened and he found himself face to face with a surprised looking Taguchi, he felt a blush rising in his cheeks which wasn’t helped when Taguchi’s face transformed into a knowing smirk.
“Having trouble sleeping?”
“Shut up baka, you want it just as bad.” He replied, but the darkening red of his cheeks spoiled the force of it.
“Come on in” the taller man replied, stepping back to allow Ueda in. “You really should go back to your own room later though...Kame would have a cow if he found us together again”
“What’s his deal anyway, it’s not like it affects him in any way...”
“I don’t know, last night he was being all sad and cryptic, saying stuff like ‘Trust me, it won’t work between you, you’ll just end up getting hurt and we’ll all end up paying for it’, something along those lines anyway...”
Ueda turned to him quickly, eyes cautious “It’s not like it’s a relationship though, right? You said it could be no strings attached.”
Taguchi laughed at his panic “Of course, but I wasn’t exactly going to tell Kame about the little proposition was I? And besides you’d already politely turned me down at that point...I didn’t expect you to come crawling back” he teased.
“Yeah, well it’s not you, just so you know that...it doesn’t mean I like you or anything, it’s just convenient while we’re on tour...you know” he shot back a little hastily.
The younger man seemed un-phased though, he simply raised his eyebrows “Then for the duration of the tour?” Ueda nodded with finality.
“After the tour, it stops ok?” Taguchi smiled and nodded in agreement, pleased that at least for the next few weeks he would get to experiment with this new found feeling. He paused and then looked around, noticing the now awkward silence.
Ueda had noticed it too. “So...ano...how do we...” he paused to exhale sharply “this was a lot more straightforward when I was drunk and horny...”
Chapter 4 | Chapter 6
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So there's chapter 5...there should be a little less angst for the next couple!