[multichapter] baby blue chapter 14
Title: Baby Blue: Part 1: Chapter 14
Pairing: JunDa
Rating: NC-17 to be safe
Word Count: 1118
Disclaimer: I don't own anybody
Summary: It was only ever meant to be about sex...their relationship is just convenient, as long as it doesn't affect their friendship or their work there's no problem with it, right? But just how long can they carry on that way?
April 13th 2012
KAT-TUN arrived in Hiroshima on the morning of the concert. The plan was for the show to run pretty much exactly as the shows in Fukuoka, so it only took an hour or so of meetings to check everything was in order, and then a quick run through of transitions and areas to refresh their memories.
The group and staff spent the remaining free hours in and around the arena, some going out to find food, others eating from the small buffet provided. Ueda sat on his own in the corner of the room, a barely touched bento beside him, once again he found himself deep in thought. He hadn’t seen Taguchi again until the meetings the previous day, had even ignored a few mails from him asking what he was up to. He had barely even been able to meet Taguchi’s eyes the day before, he was so confused with his feelings, scared of them even. Since when was it ok to fuck your friend in the ass, just for fun, or discuss with him his preferred choice of lubricants to masturbate with. He felt his cheeks turning red just at the thought of it, it wasn’t even the contents of the conversation itself that had worried him, but how easy it was to talk to him about it, how much he’d liked thinking about it.
He looked up to see a puzzled Taguchi staring at him, when he quickly looked away again, the younger man got up and walked over to him.
“Is everything ok Uepi? I haven’t seen you in a while, and I barely had chance to talk to you at all yesterday...”
“I’m fine, thank you” he replied looking up finally, with a nervous smile.
Taguchi leaned in a little closer. “I don’t think you are Uepi, if you don’t want to talk to me about it then that’s fine, but just say that ok...don’t pretend it’s ok if it’s not...” Ueda looked up at him, feeling a little guilty at the hurt in his expression. He swallowed hard before glancing around.
“Not here ok...”
“There’s some empty dressing rooms in the east wing...can we go there now?” Ueda swallowed again, but nodded and so Taguchi lead him to the vacant rooms and they sat down together on a small sofa. “What’s going on with you?”
The gentle, caring look in Taguchi’s eyes stopped Ueda from being able to lie. “I’m just confused about what we are...”
“Uepi, we can be whatever you want us to be, I just want to make you happy...” he replied solemnly, sensing the seriousness of Ueda’s thoughts.
“You want to have sex with me too though, right? You’re not just putting up with it to make me happy” the older man asked, slightly concerned.
“How could you even think that...you know how much I like having sex with you...but my point is that, if you wanted to stop, I’d be a bit gutted, but if it’s upsetting you like this...”
“It’s not...it’s not the sex at all, that’s great, it’s the other stuff...waking up with you the other day, talking like that...it was too...” he paused searching for how best to phrase his feelings. “Taguchi, I don’t want a relationship ok? You know what happened before right? How she hurt me...I can’t go through that again so I just...we have to keep this casual, ok?”
Taguchi smiled bitterly “That’s all this is about? That’s fine, we’ll have sex then sleep apart...no inappropriate feelings or mushy pillow talk. Whatever makes you feel better.”
Ueda looked at him in surprise “Really? It’s that easy? But you always look so sad when I get ready to leave...”
Taguchi shrugs, “it’s just one of those things, like not wanting to get out of a steaming hot shower or not wanting to get up when you don’t get enough sleep...it’s tough for a minute or two, but I soon find the will to carry on.”
Ueda laughed, the image of Taguchi making that pouting face to nobody as he climbs out of the shower strangely amusing.
“You know what your problem is?” Taguchi reprimanded gently “You think too much, you try to analyze every action or conversation...you should just let go and enjoy yourself...who cares if it’s wrong or right, or if we have sex or just fuck...or whatever, I mean the tour ends in a week anyway...it’s not like anything can change that quickly unless you let it.”
Ueda nodded “I guess you’re right...I shouldn’t be wasting what little time we have left over-thinking things should I?”
Taguchi nodded “Exactly...so please come over tonight, I’ve been waiting for you...”
Ueda smirked “You mean you haven’t been testing out your tingly lube...” Taguchi shook his head pouting “Did you at least bring it with you?”
Taguchi grimaced “I wanted to but it’s one of those pump things, and once it’s open you can’t reseal it...not really very suitcase friendly...when we’re in Tokyo though...” Ueda beamed, somehow the concerns he felt seemed insignificant when he was actually with the man in question, leaving him feeling light, and excited about the prospects of alone time once more.
When it came time for the show, Ueda had to concentrate hard to push the thoughts from his mind and focus on the show. But once it was over and they finally made it back to the hotel, Ueda wasted no time in sneaking along to Taguchi’s room.
The days spent apart fuelled their appetite as they stumbled their way to the bed, shedding clothes as they went, making room for eager fingers to scratch their way into soft flesh, mouths joined hungrily in an endless kiss. Ueda hurried his preparation of Taguchi and quickly buried himself into the tight heat.
The sex was fast and frantic, mouths still connected as much as possible, swallowing each other’s moans as they raced towards their own release. Taguchi fell first, painting his hand with sticky white fluid while biting sharply into Ueda’s bottom lip. Ueda followed soon after, teeth gritted as his body shook with the force of it.
They remained close for a few moments more, panting into each other’s mouths, until Taguchi raised a hand to run his thumb across Ueda’s lip. Ueda licked away the blood there and gently kissed Taguchi’s lips, it was something brief but sweet, and then he got up, moving slowly to find his clothes.
Taguchi climbed contentedly under the covers and watched Ueda ready himself to leave. “I’m sorry about your lip...” he said quietly as Ueda was about to leave, but Ueda dismissed his apology, giving him a gentle peck on the lips before exiting the room.
Chapter 13 | Chapter 15
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I don't really like this chapter...it's just kind of boring I think, but I wanted to try and get some of their feelings across...but anyways, next chapter will be up before the end of the week! Thank you guys for sticking with me!