[multichapter] baby blue chapter 17
Title: Baby Blue: Part 1: Chapter 17
Pairing: JunDa
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 2011
Disclaimer: I don't own anybody
Summary: It was only ever meant to be about sex...their relationship is just convenient, as long as it doesn't affect their friendship or their work there's no problem with it, right? But just how long can they carry on that way?
A/N: This chapter was written before the Sendai dates were announced, so in this story the Tokyo Dome dates are the last of the tour.
April 22nd 2012
Ueda bowed deeply as the last concert ended, he loved lives and he loved touring, the feeling of being so close to the fans and hearing them cheer, constricting his chest in a painful but wonderful way. He could still hear them shouting as he walked backstage with the others for the final time, they were calling out for more, or just calling out in general, he could even hear some calling his own name. It was these moments that made him happiest to be an idol, they made up for all the early mornings, and late nights, the boring waiting times and the endless hours spent sitting around while a team of middle-aged women fussed over how soft and smooth his hair was, while attacking it with all manner of machines to make it stick out in just the right way. For being able to hold these concerts he was really thankful.
This time, he noted, he had something extra to be thankful for, but he shook the thoughts from his head, refusing to get tied up in his feelings about what he and Taguchi were doing...had been doing, surely it had to end now.
“Pomu, are you showering?” Ueda looked up to find only he and Koki were left in the dressing room. Ueda just nodded and stood, feeling strangely sad that it was over, and not just the concerts. He showered and dressed again in some kind of daze, only being mildly pulled from it when he was seated with the other members in some cute little family restaurant discussing the highlights of the tour. He was glad at least that everyone had something of a bitter undertone in their voices, he knew he wasn’t the only one that liked lives more than anything else, so he felt a little better that he at least blended in.
As he got back into his car and headed home, he let the thoughts he had been suppressing all night flood forward. He still knew in his heart that he wasn’t in love with the younger man, sure he thought he was attractive, and everything seemed a little brighter when he smiled, but this aching in his chest, surely it was just for loss of the concerts...
His thoughts were interrupted by his phone buzzing, the road seemed quiet enough so he reached over to pick it up from the passenger seat and his chest loosened a little seeing that it was a mail form Taguchi, just a few simple words ‘Come to my place.’
He pulled over while he thought the suggestion through. Technically, he hadn’t arrived home yet, so he hadn’t technically gotten home from the tour yet...so it wouldn’t exactly be breaking any rules. And maybe being with someone else just for a couple of hours might help him get out of this strange mood he was in. He couldn’t deny that he wanted the sex too, things had been a little busy over the past few days so they’d only managed to get together once since that day Taguchi had given him the most incredible blowjob. Anticipation began slowly working him up, pushing the previous thoughts from his mind as he finally convinced himself that just one last night together wouldn’t be a problem.
He started the car again, but turned it around, heading instead for Taguchi’s apartment. Taguchi was waiting for him when he arrived and quickly buzzed him in.
They walked silently into the living area where they stood for a few moments, taking each other in with hungry eyes. “I’m glad you came over...I know it’s late, but I figured we shouldn’t end this without at least making it a final ending, if you get me”
Ueda nodded “Yeah, you’re right, we should make it a definitive...” but he was rambling, they both knew why they were here and what they wanted, were almost trembling with want of.
They closed the gap between them quickly, mouths fusing together in a fierce battle of lips and teeth, and tongues, hands grasping at clothes and flesh, sinking into soft hair and tugging gently to push their kiss deeper.
Taguchi broke away first to pull Ueda’s shirt from his body, kissing a path down his throat to his chest as he did so, reaching as far as he could. Ueda moaned softly but soon dragged his face away, back up to his own to kiss him again as he pushed their hips together hard. They both moaned at the friction and Taguchi pushed them further together, moving his legs apart slightly to slot one between Ueda’s, making sure to push up into him with his thigh.
Ueda let out a low groan which caused a similar response in Taguchi, and he clutched at the younger man’s back with his blunt fingers as he ground his hips harder into his leg. Taguchi pulled away again too soon, but grasped one of Ueda’s arms, pulling him closer to the sofa before pushing him down onto it, climbing quickly atop him and grinding down into him once more.
Ueda briefly thought of how their positions were wrong but couldn’t concentrate on his thoughts long as Taguchi’s hips began moving into his again, and the younger man’s mouth attached to his throat. Taguchi seemed to gain as much pleasure as Ueda did from the soft but sloppy kisses over his skin, down the tender skin of his throat and the hard muscles of his shoulders and chest. He shuffled down just a little to give himself better access as he swept his tongue across the hard smooth skin, tasting the salty tang of the sweat starting to cover the smaller man’s body. He groaned out loud when he reached the muscles of Ueda’s stomach, flexing and constricting in rhythm with the hot but gentle kisses, Ueda caught on and leaned up slightly, tensing his stomach to make the muscles stand out more prominently. Taguchi groaned again, running his tongue over the ridges and dips in his abs before kissing between them and trying to nibble at the hard muscle. Ueda laughed breathily, delighted in the way his body aroused the younger man, and the muscles wavered with his breaths causing Taguchi to moan aloud again.
After a few moments more he began his ascent back up Ueda’s chest and the older man lay down against the sofa again, pushing his hips up slightly against Taguchi’s leg. Taguchi played with his tongue across the flat but muscular chest, placing gentle kisses all over and then finally working up the courage to reach out with his tongue to swipe it softly over Ueda’s nipple. The older man gasped as it sent a sensation much like an electric shock straight down to his groin. He raised his head looking in surprise at Taguchi, but he only smiled reaching out with his tongue again to drag it over the nipple even slower. Ueda groaned, his hips pushing up faster, seeking friction against any part of Taguchi’s body he could reach, but the taller man moved in such a way that he couldn’t achieve the friction, could do nothing to alleviate the sensations being given to him through the hot wet tongue on his nipple.
Ueda lashed out in frustration, gripping the other’s arms and pushing him to the side to flip them over, forgetting for a moment they were on a sofa until they hit the floor with a thud. He landed on top of Taguchi and searched the man’s face for signs that he was ok, but if anything his eyes only looked hungrier. Taguchi reached up to knot his fingers into Ueda’s hair and pulled his head down roughly to kiss him, bucking his hips up fiercely to produce a burning, almost painful feeling of pleasure.
The grip in his hair was getting painful so he grabbed the younger man’s hand, pushing it down onto the floor beside his head loving the whiny groan it pulled from Taguchi’s lips as he panted heavily into the other man’s mouth. His body felt unbearably hot and he was aware that his control had already been replaced by raw desire. He pulled away reluctantly, trying to cling onto enough lucidity to note that if they wanted this to go further there were things they needed to do first.
Taguchi looked at him through hazy eyes as he drew away but as Ueda moved to remove his clothes he caught on and removed his own. Once naked, Ueda looked around “lube?” he asked, his breathing still heavy. Taguchi reached above him and dragged over his bag where he had stashed one of his bottles of lube in case there had been any opportunity for them after work, away from his apartment. He passed it to Ueda, cheeks flushing.
“Don’t use your fingers...” he said shyly as his cock twitched against his hip.
Ueda looked at him in surprise “But I’ll hurt you.”
Taguchi’s breath came out harder, cock twitching unconsciously again “I know, but I want to feel it, I want it rough.” Now it was Ueda’s cock that throbbed, Taguchi’s request sending white hot tingles throughout his groin. He nodded and moved quickly over the younger man again, kissing him fiercely as his body began trembling, he wasn’t sure he could stand the anticipation anymore so he did as Taguchi asked, coating his erection in lube before pushing all the way in fast as he could.
Taguchi almost screamed with the mixture of pleasure and pain, back bowed before he began moving, bucking his hips fast as he groaned low, face still screwed up and eyes clenched shut.
Ueda moved the younger mans legs as wide as they would go, allowing him to almost lay down on him, reaching to kiss gently at the lips, tight over gritted teeth. The lips softened against his, eventually moving in time to kiss him back, and Ueda finally felt calmed enough to thrust back against the frantic hips. Taguchi groaned louder, letting his hands snake round to grasp at Ueda’s back, pulling him closer, clinging to him in his desperation.
Urged on, Ueda sped up his thrusts, bending his body a little to put more power into them and he attached his mouth to Taguchi’s shoulder, biting down as he all but grunted with the force of the pleasure slamming into him. He unconsciously bit harder as he felt the fire spreading through his abdomen, and he knew he couldn’t hold on much longer, but the pain of the bite caused Taguchi to moan again loudly as one hand released Ueda’s flesh, sliding instead between their bodies. Ueda expected to feel the hand moving in time with his thrusts, wrapped around Taguchi’s cock but he flinched in surprise when instead it flattened out against his stomach, rubbing gently as the muscles flexed beneath it. Taguchi gave another groan and threw his head back into the carpet as his back arched with his release, splattering the sticky warm fluid all the way up to Ueda’s chest.
Ueda held on, fighting his way through the constricting muscle until Taguchi relaxed back into the carpet and then he slowed, stilling almost completely to let the wave of heat and pleasure wash over him, drowning him.
When his breathing had calmed he opened his eyes, almost laughing at the sight of Taguchi’s features light and giddy in a hue of bliss with limbs splayed clumsily in every direction. He leaned down to kiss his lips gently and the limbs moved almost unnoticeably to wrap around him, holding him close as the younger man’s lips moved lazily against his.
After an immeasurable amount of time Taguchi finally pulled away, releasing the older man from his grip. “Do you need to go now, or do you want to stay here, just this once?” Ueda smiled sheepishly, mind still fluffy and light with his afterglow and he got up, taking Taguchi’s hand as he lead the way down the hall to Taguchi’s bedroom.
Chapter 16 | Chapter 18
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So we're nearly at the end of part one :O Everyone voted either to continue with Baby Blue or that they didn't mind...so I'll probably continue with Baby Blue part two unless anyone has any objections XD
Pairing: JunDa
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 2011
Disclaimer: I don't own anybody
Summary: It was only ever meant to be about sex...their relationship is just convenient, as long as it doesn't affect their friendship or their work there's no problem with it, right? But just how long can they carry on that way?
A/N: This chapter was written before the Sendai dates were announced, so in this story the Tokyo Dome dates are the last of the tour.
April 22nd 2012
Ueda bowed deeply as the last concert ended, he loved lives and he loved touring, the feeling of being so close to the fans and hearing them cheer, constricting his chest in a painful but wonderful way. He could still hear them shouting as he walked backstage with the others for the final time, they were calling out for more, or just calling out in general, he could even hear some calling his own name. It was these moments that made him happiest to be an idol, they made up for all the early mornings, and late nights, the boring waiting times and the endless hours spent sitting around while a team of middle-aged women fussed over how soft and smooth his hair was, while attacking it with all manner of machines to make it stick out in just the right way. For being able to hold these concerts he was really thankful.
This time, he noted, he had something extra to be thankful for, but he shook the thoughts from his head, refusing to get tied up in his feelings about what he and Taguchi were doing...had been doing, surely it had to end now.
“Pomu, are you showering?” Ueda looked up to find only he and Koki were left in the dressing room. Ueda just nodded and stood, feeling strangely sad that it was over, and not just the concerts. He showered and dressed again in some kind of daze, only being mildly pulled from it when he was seated with the other members in some cute little family restaurant discussing the highlights of the tour. He was glad at least that everyone had something of a bitter undertone in their voices, he knew he wasn’t the only one that liked lives more than anything else, so he felt a little better that he at least blended in.
As he got back into his car and headed home, he let the thoughts he had been suppressing all night flood forward. He still knew in his heart that he wasn’t in love with the younger man, sure he thought he was attractive, and everything seemed a little brighter when he smiled, but this aching in his chest, surely it was just for loss of the concerts...
His thoughts were interrupted by his phone buzzing, the road seemed quiet enough so he reached over to pick it up from the passenger seat and his chest loosened a little seeing that it was a mail form Taguchi, just a few simple words ‘Come to my place.’
He pulled over while he thought the suggestion through. Technically, he hadn’t arrived home yet, so he hadn’t technically gotten home from the tour yet...so it wouldn’t exactly be breaking any rules. And maybe being with someone else just for a couple of hours might help him get out of this strange mood he was in. He couldn’t deny that he wanted the sex too, things had been a little busy over the past few days so they’d only managed to get together once since that day Taguchi had given him the most incredible blowjob. Anticipation began slowly working him up, pushing the previous thoughts from his mind as he finally convinced himself that just one last night together wouldn’t be a problem.
He started the car again, but turned it around, heading instead for Taguchi’s apartment. Taguchi was waiting for him when he arrived and quickly buzzed him in.
They walked silently into the living area where they stood for a few moments, taking each other in with hungry eyes. “I’m glad you came over...I know it’s late, but I figured we shouldn’t end this without at least making it a final ending, if you get me”
Ueda nodded “Yeah, you’re right, we should make it a definitive...” but he was rambling, they both knew why they were here and what they wanted, were almost trembling with want of.
They closed the gap between them quickly, mouths fusing together in a fierce battle of lips and teeth, and tongues, hands grasping at clothes and flesh, sinking into soft hair and tugging gently to push their kiss deeper.
Taguchi broke away first to pull Ueda’s shirt from his body, kissing a path down his throat to his chest as he did so, reaching as far as he could. Ueda moaned softly but soon dragged his face away, back up to his own to kiss him again as he pushed their hips together hard. They both moaned at the friction and Taguchi pushed them further together, moving his legs apart slightly to slot one between Ueda’s, making sure to push up into him with his thigh.
Ueda let out a low groan which caused a similar response in Taguchi, and he clutched at the younger man’s back with his blunt fingers as he ground his hips harder into his leg. Taguchi pulled away again too soon, but grasped one of Ueda’s arms, pulling him closer to the sofa before pushing him down onto it, climbing quickly atop him and grinding down into him once more.
Ueda briefly thought of how their positions were wrong but couldn’t concentrate on his thoughts long as Taguchi’s hips began moving into his again, and the younger man’s mouth attached to his throat. Taguchi seemed to gain as much pleasure as Ueda did from the soft but sloppy kisses over his skin, down the tender skin of his throat and the hard muscles of his shoulders and chest. He shuffled down just a little to give himself better access as he swept his tongue across the hard smooth skin, tasting the salty tang of the sweat starting to cover the smaller man’s body. He groaned out loud when he reached the muscles of Ueda’s stomach, flexing and constricting in rhythm with the hot but gentle kisses, Ueda caught on and leaned up slightly, tensing his stomach to make the muscles stand out more prominently. Taguchi groaned again, running his tongue over the ridges and dips in his abs before kissing between them and trying to nibble at the hard muscle. Ueda laughed breathily, delighted in the way his body aroused the younger man, and the muscles wavered with his breaths causing Taguchi to moan aloud again.
After a few moments more he began his ascent back up Ueda’s chest and the older man lay down against the sofa again, pushing his hips up slightly against Taguchi’s leg. Taguchi played with his tongue across the flat but muscular chest, placing gentle kisses all over and then finally working up the courage to reach out with his tongue to swipe it softly over Ueda’s nipple. The older man gasped as it sent a sensation much like an electric shock straight down to his groin. He raised his head looking in surprise at Taguchi, but he only smiled reaching out with his tongue again to drag it over the nipple even slower. Ueda groaned, his hips pushing up faster, seeking friction against any part of Taguchi’s body he could reach, but the taller man moved in such a way that he couldn’t achieve the friction, could do nothing to alleviate the sensations being given to him through the hot wet tongue on his nipple.
Ueda lashed out in frustration, gripping the other’s arms and pushing him to the side to flip them over, forgetting for a moment they were on a sofa until they hit the floor with a thud. He landed on top of Taguchi and searched the man’s face for signs that he was ok, but if anything his eyes only looked hungrier. Taguchi reached up to knot his fingers into Ueda’s hair and pulled his head down roughly to kiss him, bucking his hips up fiercely to produce a burning, almost painful feeling of pleasure.
The grip in his hair was getting painful so he grabbed the younger man’s hand, pushing it down onto the floor beside his head loving the whiny groan it pulled from Taguchi’s lips as he panted heavily into the other man’s mouth. His body felt unbearably hot and he was aware that his control had already been replaced by raw desire. He pulled away reluctantly, trying to cling onto enough lucidity to note that if they wanted this to go further there were things they needed to do first.
Taguchi looked at him through hazy eyes as he drew away but as Ueda moved to remove his clothes he caught on and removed his own. Once naked, Ueda looked around “lube?” he asked, his breathing still heavy. Taguchi reached above him and dragged over his bag where he had stashed one of his bottles of lube in case there had been any opportunity for them after work, away from his apartment. He passed it to Ueda, cheeks flushing.
“Don’t use your fingers...” he said shyly as his cock twitched against his hip.
Ueda looked at him in surprise “But I’ll hurt you.”
Taguchi’s breath came out harder, cock twitching unconsciously again “I know, but I want to feel it, I want it rough.” Now it was Ueda’s cock that throbbed, Taguchi’s request sending white hot tingles throughout his groin. He nodded and moved quickly over the younger man again, kissing him fiercely as his body began trembling, he wasn’t sure he could stand the anticipation anymore so he did as Taguchi asked, coating his erection in lube before pushing all the way in fast as he could.
Taguchi almost screamed with the mixture of pleasure and pain, back bowed before he began moving, bucking his hips fast as he groaned low, face still screwed up and eyes clenched shut.
Ueda moved the younger mans legs as wide as they would go, allowing him to almost lay down on him, reaching to kiss gently at the lips, tight over gritted teeth. The lips softened against his, eventually moving in time to kiss him back, and Ueda finally felt calmed enough to thrust back against the frantic hips. Taguchi groaned louder, letting his hands snake round to grasp at Ueda’s back, pulling him closer, clinging to him in his desperation.
Urged on, Ueda sped up his thrusts, bending his body a little to put more power into them and he attached his mouth to Taguchi’s shoulder, biting down as he all but grunted with the force of the pleasure slamming into him. He unconsciously bit harder as he felt the fire spreading through his abdomen, and he knew he couldn’t hold on much longer, but the pain of the bite caused Taguchi to moan again loudly as one hand released Ueda’s flesh, sliding instead between their bodies. Ueda expected to feel the hand moving in time with his thrusts, wrapped around Taguchi’s cock but he flinched in surprise when instead it flattened out against his stomach, rubbing gently as the muscles flexed beneath it. Taguchi gave another groan and threw his head back into the carpet as his back arched with his release, splattering the sticky warm fluid all the way up to Ueda’s chest.
Ueda held on, fighting his way through the constricting muscle until Taguchi relaxed back into the carpet and then he slowed, stilling almost completely to let the wave of heat and pleasure wash over him, drowning him.
When his breathing had calmed he opened his eyes, almost laughing at the sight of Taguchi’s features light and giddy in a hue of bliss with limbs splayed clumsily in every direction. He leaned down to kiss his lips gently and the limbs moved almost unnoticeably to wrap around him, holding him close as the younger man’s lips moved lazily against his.
After an immeasurable amount of time Taguchi finally pulled away, releasing the older man from his grip. “Do you need to go now, or do you want to stay here, just this once?” Ueda smiled sheepishly, mind still fluffy and light with his afterglow and he got up, taking Taguchi’s hand as he lead the way down the hall to Taguchi’s bedroom.
Chapter 16 | Chapter 18
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So we're nearly at the end of part one :O Everyone voted either to continue with Baby Blue or that they didn't mind...so I'll probably continue with Baby Blue part two unless anyone has any objections XD