"It is a man's own mind, not his enemy or foe, that lures him to evil ways." - Buddha

---In this day and age, many people.. mostly those around you, seem to be nothing more than passive. They harness such a passive nature, and wish to do nothing more with their lives, though from their lips their words say different. They see. They hear. They ' ( Read more... )

Such an excellent weekend. Yeah, let's go ahead and put it like that, seeing as I don't use that word too often, take it for face value. It was a pretty good weekend, rather sad that it had to finish off. Progression, though, is key; if you do not understand or concur, that is your own conveyance ( Read more... )

<< I was never one to be part of that crowd
I could never make the adjustments to sit common
Fingers pointed at me (cast me out the flawless world)
What a magnificent soul to come to my rescue >>

<< All I ever wanted sits to my right side
Where are we going? I haven't a clue..
Does it matter though, when the wind can lift you? >> I'll keep the ( Read more... )

Well lately has been pretty much a hell of a road to say the least. Though much may appear to the naked eye to be "normal", the vast truth is that these past couple weeks have been abnormal. Many people believe that when it comes down to it all, they have trouble and heartache within merely the first few days, or couple weeks, but they don't know ( Read more... )

HEADLIGHTS HAMMER THE WINDOWS!!!!!!!!! (WE'RE LOCKED BEHIND THESE DOORS!!)

Oh my gosh! I just saw the funniest thing in late night! A hotline commercial for 1-800-YES-GIRL. Haha! Oh man. Talk about fake breasts and airbush artists. And their clever line: However you want it.. whenever you need it, our girls never say "no". Any lonely, horny guys out there that need a discharge? Hahaha ( Read more... )

Been going through data CDs I found stuffed away some place, and finding all sorts of neat things; for instance my old poetry. Since the dreaded downfall of my harddrive's happening, I been trying to replace what I could. Finding old poetry though, it does more than replace. It shows memories, old times.. aged emotions, more importantly -- growth ( Read more... )

~Lately I've been started to come to see myself as not the first born, but the middle child. Sure I live in a house with only two, parents aside, but I know that deep within I'm in the middle. My actions work as though this is true, so do my thoughts. I wish they would stop remembering me for who I was, 'that little child inside'. I wish they would ( Read more... )

I for one wish people in this damn house I'm living in would let me know what the hell is up before it's too last minute. Lately taking my car to satisfy their needs is pissing me off! Buy a damn fan or something for the van.. after all, it is your car, so why the hell can't you suffer the damn heat too ( Read more... )

It's okay, I'm alright now. I'm trying my best to do as you said I should do. Will you be there watching me move?
I missed the drum off today, and I didn't just realize that. I actually had a good excuse to miss it. A really good excuse.

Seven more days.

Just as I said, I now go to bed.