There is still a deep aching in my soul ( Read more... )

So my whole goal for this morning was to nap and it isn't happening ( Read more... )

Tired
happy
ran out of nortriptyline
feel better than I have in a long time
don't think I need it anymore...
now the Xanax, it works, but I'm weaning myself off of it. Only taken when needed.

Feels good not to be on a lot of meds.

Been spending a lot of time with the Brods. He is so amazing. So freaking smart.

It is never about the money.

It's about the rest of our lives and being there for our son.
At least one of us.
But together.

Sigh,
one day you'll see the light

When it rains it pours ( Read more... )

My cat of 12+ years died yesterday. My sister, Kiara found him looking outside the window at the dogs in the backyard. He was in his favorite spot. He went quietly and quickly. It came suddenly to us. I cried a lot. My big 'ol Mr. Red. My very large gentle kitty. He was a Maine Coon. Beautiful cat ( Read more... )

Just as our money problems were on their way to being solved everyone else had taken a plunge ( Read more... )

There are no words

Oh where to start where to start ( Read more... )

Oh man oh man ( Read more... )