If you cut off the empty half, you have a full glass of water...
I do not care whether it is half full, or half empty, because to me, it's just half a glass of water, to which I will eventually drink it down to an empty glass.
I'm sick, may not be in school tomorrow, oh agony, not that anyone would really miss me, it's just one day, hopefully. Today in school, my nerves were close to shattering, I don't know why, I was just twitching in my arms alot, prolly something wrong with me, I like it how I don't know much about life, or anything I do, and how everyone tells me that I can't do much the right way. Helps me learn how to not be so much of a fuck-up, maybe I'll learn how to socialize, and actually not screw everything up with people that I get too close to. I also like it how my parents are so over-protective of me that I'm so sheltered, makes me feel so loved to know my freedome is knocked down to that of a Prison, maybe better, but it feels like a prison. Well, I guess I've already gained some un-friends and it's only the 5th day, I can see this is gonna be one hell of a year, one of my close buddies now hates me, and another is close to ignoring me, whooptie-dipshit. So after school I went to check to see the rats at Dave's (thinking of purchasing one) but they were sold out, so I went to Whole Foods with my mom. Saw Jay there, always makes me feel better, friends always make me happy, so long as they don't get all emotionally unbalanced on me, after an incident with a friend that was recent, I don't think I can take anymore sob stories for a while, nor am I asking you to read this post, comment on it, or even give a shit what's going on in my life, because obviously if it intruiged you I'd probably be telling you personally. So bite me if you think I'm a sobber, because this is about the only place I can put my thoughts out where people may fayne a small interest in my issues and not get irritated at me... mostly. I think I may want a shrink again, because hassling rob for a meeting is just getting too fucking hectic. I think I may be developing a crush on another person (has a hissy fit) GOD FUCKING DAMNIT! You all have an idea how much that pisses me off, because we all know what that means to me. Yes, we all do, so stop looking at me. I don't fucking want one, and the worse part is, my mom has to be intrusive on my life, HOW DOES SHE KNOW WHEN TO ASK!?! And because I don't lie as much as every other red-blooded American, I tell her what's going on in my life, my thoughts, etc... and she puts her two cents in. I can't stand this love thing at the moment. Yeah so I'm less shitty, and now more sick, so I'm done, that's it, go away...
Your lies mean nothing to me, you're just an expression of my dematerialization, I wish I could just get rid of you...