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[theshallowkiss]

"Get over Brenden. If it's over, then it's fucking over. Quit being such a pussy about it and understand that it wasn't meant to be."

Maybe he's right. Maybe I should.

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[lil_z_90]

Shelby, when I said that I was a little upset about the way you were, and still are, acting. I just know that it's hard getting over a breakup that you thought was going to work out extremely well. I've been there with Kati, and staying up late at night, crying and thinking about what should still be never helped me at all. I wished for the world that I could have her back, but she never came to. And I still don't think she has. Things change sweetie, and the best thing you can do is to learn from whoever you were with, and apply what you learned to future relationships. Soon enough, you'll know what you need to to keep that special person. Please, try not to think about him too hard, because I know that thinking about her almost killed me on prom night. You can ask Cherrelle and Greg about that. He's not worth it. After all, he did cheat on you.

[theshallowkiss]

You made a joke on the wrong day. It was just really bad timing.
But what got me was you never said just kidding.
You kept laughing...
I wouldn't have made it a big deal but it just I dunno.
It just annoyed me I guess.
I'm sorry for being a bitch.

And your right I don't know about you and alyssa.
That much.
She does tell me a lot of stuff though.
You'd be suprised.

Thanks for the advice stuff.
But no matter how hard I try.
Nothing is the same.
I try to cope with it.
And I seem to be doing well.
I save my breakdowns for my room not the school.
And somedays I cry a little and sometimes a lot.
It's not that easy.
Yeah you've been through kind of the same stuff, but it's not all the same.
He still says he loves and you can tell he still thinks about me.
And I think that's what upsets me the most.
I refuse to give up on what we had.
And honestly you can't help me.
Because I can't even help myself....