chillen at ashley's for the nite.. had 2 cookouts to go to today..

ASHLEY- TAKE THE CHANCE OR YOU WILL REGRET IT LATER!
((dont ask... its just something ive been telling her all day))

yeah me and derek are just friends nutten more. dk how to feel bout that.

idk really.. i just dont know anymore.

okey day.. i guess ashley wants to talk to me.. to settle things or something like that.. i said im willing to do that. lets see how that goes... hmmm ( Read more... )

hmm lately ive just been keeping up wid caleida idk why.. just seems easier cause in school i can update there cause its not blocked yet.. LJ was.. screwy ( Read more... )

i glued my finger to a paper plate.. krazy glue too of all things..

putting together a mini sewing machine for sam, ashwee's lil sis

let me just say this: I HATE YOU

dear life:

fuck you

i hate you

just let me let go

sincerely,

sara

i hate all of this shit.. all this drama.. i have a new journal though ( Read more... )

finally off grounding.. WOO ( Read more... )

okay. things seem to be on the rocks with ash and me... had a shitty week end and hearing bout her and chris hooking up only added to it. my dad was in the hospital sat AND sunday. ash thinks i hate her and whatnot. i am trying to explain the fact that i dont. i just was unhappy that she lied to me. its liek a punch in the face. right ( Read more... )

yupp.. since last tuesday ive been hangen out wid chris every single day. woah... lol its been mad cool though. he like, randomly pulled me down on him for a hug yesterday.. then i found out that he was just like oh fuck it ill hug her cause before he was skerred to cause he wasnt sure if i was "over him" nd he didnt wanna gimme wrong ideas.. oh ( Read more... )

im sorry i missed your birthday ( Read more... )