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[thesilentpain]

So, I'm thinking about breaking up with Matt..I don't want to...its the last thing in the world I want...but I feel like we're not happy anymore. I don't like who I am anymore because of it....I feel like I'm a controling vindictive bitch. I feel like we're slowly destroying each other. I feel under appreciated... I feel distance. I'm too

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[jamtb422]

I just wanted to say that I love you so much and that I'm behind anything you choose to do. But I must say that, for a time, we were like that. I was like that.

"I'm too scared to let this keep going...I know we could try and work things out...but I feel like its nothing but a viscious cycle....we scream and yell...things get better...then we scream and yell and things get better...and so forth. A temporary fix. If I have to endure this heartache...I want it to be a swift stab through my heart...I can't take any more painful pokes and prods.
He isn't trying. It seems like hes giving up...."

I've said those things so many times,a nd I'm so mad I've ever thought them, but look at us, we are still best buddies to the end, right? If Mat is nt the one for you than don't worry about it. I beleive every good person will find another and find a happily ever after int he wings they give each other. I have little doubt that you are the most deserving for such a remedy.

[wecouldbeanyone]

Jess, I'm afraid of those thoughts because you and Matt have been together for a really really long time.

I can't give you any advice because I never make it that far. The only thing I can really say is to make sure you think it through real good (and I know you will) before you act upon it.