A lack of sleep.
Mixed emotions.
Short breathing and shorter attention spans.
Loniness partners me.
Extreeme exhaustion.
Self-worth = higher these days.
I feel better about you, I hope it lasts, I love us this way :)
Do you believe me?
New heart beats.
New faces.
New smells.
Life is too fragile.
I love you, goodnight.

alright, so I'm now on a mac g3 [old and slow] that my father has let me borrow because I killed my computer. In case you didn't know I got a virus on it a little while back and I couldn't ever get rid of it and it finaly just killed my computer yesterday. SO, now I'm sitting here on my bed with this little screen in front of me in an AWESOME mood ( Read more... )

( the calm wind )

sick...

I have to work.

bye

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I wanted to write this down before I forgot this because that has to be one of the strangest dreams I've ever had and the only dream I can remember that I've had in a LONG time. Alright, so I was outside with some people playing some game [I'm not sure with who or what game] and this little red bump on my left arm by my elbow kept bugging me so I ( Read more... )

-my comp is shot ( Read more... )

I need a neck/shoulder/back rub... I'm so sore and it hurts so much. Getting elbowed in the neck today didn't help either. I'm off to try and sleep I guess... we'll see how that goes. No alarm, don't call me in the morning; I mean that from the bottom of my heart. Wait till at least 12 if you need me unless it's important. My eyes are burning from ( Read more... )

I passed my test with ease, are you proud of me?

sick doesn't describe how bad I feel right now. HUGE tongue and I can't take pills to reduce swelling cause I haven't eaten much and that will just tear my stomach up. My head hurts, my chest hurts, my STOMACH hurts. I'm finally losing it I believe. I'm so weak I can hardly see straight. My chest pain is almost unbearable, along with everything ( Read more... )