so i work at a beauty supply store called aerial. we used to be located in a strip mall that had mostly mexican stores and one ghetto clothing store where mostly black guys shopped at. so our store moved last week. but aerial obviously didnt do their homework because next to us in the new strip mall is a church that also is a homeless shelter! so ( Read more... )

FUCK EVERYTHING TODAY.
AND YESTERDAY.

don't you hate the moment where you realize you dated someone who is pathetic? im so embarrassed. what a fucking waste of my time.

i am for sure getting satyagraha tattoed on me sometime soon. hopefully. its a term gandhi coined meaning the firmness of truth. it directly correlates to his non-violent resistance concept. i've had a full-blown epiphany tonight. i don't want to go into it fully, but this book i'm reading is called 'myth of a christian nation' by gregory a. boyd, ( Read more... )

every time i talk i never feel like i get out what i'm trying to say. everytime i get to where i'm going i get an itch to leave. maybe i'll find what i'm looking for wherever i'm about to be. i don't know a single soul who thinks like i do, or is in the same weird in between where i am. i want a home. some where i feel safe. i want what i've always ( Read more... )

does anyone have any old 1997 pictures with me in them? i have none.

June 2, 2008 -- Long-term marijuana use may actually shrink certain parts of the brain and have lasting effects on mental health ( Read more... )

i get home and my cat smacks is dead. then i go to leave and my car is dead. later at nathan's, i step in dog shit with my shoes. then i step in the dog's water dish with my socks.

and the last time i saw my kitty, she wanted to come in and i didn't let her in the house. i feel responsible.

pictures from california when we were recording, and some others off my old phone.


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my cell phone got shut off today forever. i guess i was costing t-mobile too much money by roaming in wisconsin all the time, since i had free roaming and all. so they sent me a letter saying they are dropping me from their network. i must have been really breaking the bank for them. and to make everything worse my house phone doesn't call long ( Read more... )